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once in a lifetime - one directionEmily's POV
"Emily?"
i instantly recognise their voice and smile as they approach me. It was Niall, the boy from my textiles class. We always worked together if we had to do projects or he'd help me with ideas. I've known Niall for a while now and i stayed round his house once, only because i was drunk and i didn't want my mum to see me.
Niall walks over, his hands shoved in the front pocket of his hoody and his hood up making his blonde hair sprawl out over his forehead.
"what ya doin' out here?" he says as he sits on the swing next to me. I let out a sigh, i dont know whether to lie to niall or just tell him the truth. Niall didn't know i liked Harry and if he did, he'd probably tell me i was stupid and that he's just a 'player'.
"i just..i.." i try to get the words out but it doesnt work.
"family stuff?" he says, i shake my head no.
"hamster died?" he says a hint of humour in his tone, i laugh slightly and shake my head no.
"then what is it?" he says smiling, i look over at him and he raises his eyebrows.
"just girl stuff okay dont worry" i say kicking the dirt beneath me.
"you're on your period?" he says, i smack his arm and he chuckles.
"no!- just..shut up okay?-dont worry" i smile at him and sigh. I cant tell Niall..not yet anyway.
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Niall had walked me home after we had talked for about an hour about random stuff. He said his goodbyes to me at my front door and we hugged and niall told me he was here for me and then whispered in my ear that he had just farted and i smacked his arm and laughed and then he left.
Im sitting in my room now, my mum had left a note saying she was at a friends house which left me home alone. It was 7:38pm and i had changed into my pjamas and i was on my computer, i tried to get my mind off harry by watching some of zoellas videos but something she'd say or something she'd do would remind me of harry.
I then remembered harrys youtube channel and quickly typed it into the search bar, at the top came up with a channel and the icon of harry smiling. I clicked on the channel and it came up with loads of videos.
I looked at his recent videos and i tried to hide the smile that crept up on my lips.
'Cinnamon Challenge!'
'Bedroom Tour'
'London Vlog!!'
'Why i hate school'
Each video had a picture of Harry smiling like an idiot or pulling a weird face. I looked at the views and almost gasped, 50k ? was he that popular? I scrolled back to the top and saw that he has 10 million subscribers. Harry was basically internet famous and i had no idea, he had never mentioned to me about youtube ever.
I decided on watching one of his videos and clicked on 'Why i hate school'.
"heeeeeey everyone!" he says smiling.
"so..im sorry that i haven't uploaded a video in forever because of school and stuff." he looks seriously at the camera.
"on the subject of school this video will be about that hellhole and i will be discussing the things that i hate about it"
"okay so" he claps his hands and looks at the camera. He pulls out his phone and types on it.
"i made a list on here you see, fully prepared i am" he says smiling proudly.
"okay so..number one.." a one pops up in the corner of the screen.
"the teachers..i hate how fucking annoying they are, like they get so bitchy for no reason? I swear all teachers hate me" i laugh as he rambles on about how he didnt do his homework once and he got an hours detention which he thought was 'fucking bullshit'.
"number two!" he looks at his phone.
"the people..okay so not all of the people there are annoying as fuck, but there is a large group of them that are" what if im in that large group of people?
"most of these people are fake and full of shit..they think they are bigger than you and that you are just the shit on their shoe and it pisses me the fuck off, if only they knew i was basically youtube famous..maybe they wouldn't be such bitches"
"im sorry that i am swearing a lot, i do apologise to any young viewers but you shouldn't be watching this anyway.."
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I ended up watching 10 more of Harrys videos, i couldn't help myself. I had scrolled down to the bottom and watch his very first video up until his most recent.
My eyes widen at what i see, it was me and harry as the cover for the video. I was laughing and harry was looking at me and in big words it said 'would you rather'. I clicked on it almost instantly and Me and Harry popped up on the screen, i looked so ugly next to harry.
I looked at the views and panicked once i saw about 9k people have already watched it, harry had only uploaded it 5 minutes ago.
"Hi! Harry here! And today im with Emily!"
(HOLLA PEOPLE. SO THIS CHAPTER WAS ONCE AGAIN SHIT, I APOLOGISE! IM GOING TO EDIT THE OLD CHAPTERS SOON, NOT LIKE ANYONE CARES BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW)
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Fanfictionemily wanted to believe that her and harry were just friends, but she secretly hoped that they were more than that.