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3. "i don't know why i did that

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bastille-oblivion

Harrys POV

My lips meet hers almost instantly and i had no idea what had came over me but it felt like it was right. I couldnt stop myself, maybe it was the blue in her eyes that brainwashed me into doing it, but for sure i know it wasnt love. We kissed for a short minute, it was slow and it was different from any other kiss i had witnessed before.

I pulled away fast, knowing that this was wrong. We were just friends nothing more. Emily looked at me and frowned slightly, her cheeks were now a pink colour and her lips a darker shade of red.

"i dont know why i did that" i say as i get up from the bed and look at emily as she sits confused on the bed. I dont have feelings for emily, of course i don't. Shes just boring old emily who sits next to me in science class, nothing more.

"maybe you should go" i say, Emily's eyes flash with hurt. She quickly stands up and grabs her bag and phone, she doesn't say a word as she leaves my room. What is wrong with me?

I hear the front door slam shut and i fall onto my bed and sigh. This wasnt supposed to happen.

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Emilys POV

i rush out of the door, tears stinging in the corners of my eyes as i jog down the pathway. I dont know what to think, my heart feels like its been ripped apart and stamped on.

He kissed me first, i wasnt expecting him too and when he did i felt so happy, my heart was beating so fast i could hear it throbbing in my ears. But then when he pulled away and looked at me as if i had done something wrong, it felt as if everything around me just collapsed. I knew that harry didnt like me, i just didn't want to except it.

I ran towards the park, i don't want to go home and face my mum, she always knows when I'm upset. I push the metal gate open and sit on the swing, it was basically empty; except from the mother and baby on the small climbing frame. It was getting cold now and i pulled out my gloves from my blazer pocket and put them on.

My breathed swirled in the cold air as i let out a loud sigh. It was 5:30pm and i had no idea what to do, how am i going to sit next to him in science? He'll probably move and sit next to ruby and completely ignore me. I wiped my eyes feeling tears beginning to form, here was me thinking maybe harry liked me. He always made it seem as if he did though? He'd say i looked beautiful and he'd hug me and just talk to me as if we were dating. Did he just lead me on? But why would he kiss me? My head hurt from the endless questions that swarmed my brain and i let out a sigh of frustration.

The park was empty now the mother and her child left a few minutes ago. I sat alone on the swing, not sure whether to run home and cry to my mum or just stay here and wait until it got dark. I pulled my phone out my pocket and saw some messages from rebecca.

To Emily
From Rebecca

Saw you with harry after school, did he ask you out!!!! x

I slightly laugh at the message and sigh, if only.

To Rebecca
From Emily

no! we're not dating, harry doesn't even like me x

I hit send and put my phone back in my pocket, i lean back and forth making the swing move slightly. The cold wind blew in my face, drying the tears that had fell onto my cheek.

I heard the squeak of the metal gate that lead into the park and i looked up to meet a pair of blue eyes.

"Emily?"

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