never lied (dwt x fem reader)

VI. you're insane

*the more important parts of the war are a little scattered throughout the chapter, but ultimately this is what happened, the smp defeated l'manberg and y/n surrendered. her mom shot her in leg and was knocked unconscious*

when i said out like a light, i didn't mean me. 

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dreams pov

i sat in the garden next to the pathway, looking out into the horizon. it was pretty early, the sun was starting to rise with its reds, yellows, and blues. it was nice, just sitting by myself thinking, recovering. 

i look down onto the ground where one of my legs is bent and the other is propped up with my arm placed on top of my knee. i pull my head back and close my eyes. 

"ok, well then what if i told you i felt the same?" her voice rings in my head like it was on a loop, i put my hand up to my lips and just remember what it felt like, what it felt like to be loved, but this time it was by someone who i couldn't love. "no, no this can't happen, this is dangerous." "are we playing it safe if its dangerous, no, we can't risk it, im sorry." i open my eyes abruptly in the sense of anger, and sadness. 

i remember what i made her own mother do, i made her own mother make her angry to the point where y/n was shot with an arrow, 'you won, you beat me.' thats all i hear before i go to sleep, before i leave the house in the morning, when i'm thinking about her. 

i push myself up and sprint down the path towards l'manberg. 

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y/n's pov

in my head, in my memory, in my soul, i would have never thought i would be laying here, awake. my vision is blurred like you would see yourself in the reflection of a spoon. there was no one in here, it was just me, laying somewhere unfamiliar. 

until i hear a voice come down the hall. 

"you're awake." the voice says in happiness and excitement. 

"where am i?" i say in confusion, holding my head as i prop myself up.

"we had to move locations, we're currently in our new house," the recognizable voice says, it was tommy, he notices me getting up, "woah easy." 

i look around and see lots of gray, and a tall spiral staircase leading to a vertical opening, and in comes wilbur. 

"shes awake?" wilbur says walking down the staircase. 

"yeah i am," i say yawning and then immediately press my hand against my head, "what happened? wheres tubbo? and fundy?" 

"well," tommy says shooting a look towards wilbur, "we have to tell you something." 

"okay what is it? why are you guys being weird?" i say dropping my hand onto my lap.

"so right after you fought dream, and said that he won and that he found your weakness, you went to talk to your mom," wilbur says looking at tommy and then back at me, "you both got angry and she shot you in the leg and you hit your head when you fell." 

"but that doesn't explain why we're in a literal cave." i say looking around. 

"eret kinda blew up l'manberg. when we ran out we saw you on the ground, we picked you up and ran. on our way out we didn't see dream, eret, fundy, sapnap, punz, george, or tubbo," tommy says putting his head down, "we just saw your mom standing there, crying with her bow in hand..." 

wilbur cuts in, "when she saw us run out and  when we looked at her, she ran, tommy went after her but he lost her," wilbur pauses, "y/nshe might be gone.....for good." 

i look down picking at my nails, fighting the tears that are about to start pouring, 'we didn't see dream' 'she might be gone for good.' on a loop like someone locked me in a room and blasted it for eternity through speakers, echoing here and there. 

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dreams pov

as i get to the gate of l'manberg i see it in pieces and everything is gone. 

"we did it," sapnap comes behind me and puts an arm over my shoulder and pats it with a smile, "this place is destroyed." 

"yeah.." i say faking a slight smile looking at whats left. 

he grabs both my shoulders and shakes me in excitement and victory while calling after george. 

"we did it.." i whisper, holding back tears and looking down.

in my hands was her ring that was left on the ground, it was a silver ring with a wave design, the ring part was quite thick and engraved on it was 'you know i'll see you again.' 

"yeah i know, we'll see each other again." i say smiling at the ring in my hand as i start walking towards the oak forest before me.

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y/n's pov

 its now 12 pm, about 5 hours after i woke up. im now sitting outside leaning on the tall dirt pile that i now call my home. 

i turn my leg to see the bandage wrapped around my leg, i skim my hand over the bandage, "you just don't go down do you."  everything from that night floods in like a wave. i've never wanted to breakdown more in my life. 

i pull my hand away in a fast motion, eyes closed, and hands above my head. 

"y/n?" a voice says in the distance. 

my eyes shoot open and in that direction, "dream?" i say showing a little excitement. 

yes it sounds cliche, but he ran up to me and picked me up, "i thought you were gone." he says rubbing my back while holding me. im not going to lie, it was nice to be in his arms again. 

"y/n, im so sorry, i didn't want you to get hurt, i swea-" right before he could finish his sentence i hold his face, and put my lips to his, he makes me feel......safe. 

i pull away from his face, look at him and smile, "its okay, you never have to be sorry for something i started." i pull him into another tight hug and let out a little sob, as i smile. 

"call me crazy but i think this could work," he says pulling away from our hug, holding my hands as he looks down on my 5'5 self, "when you have your hands in mine, i feel more myself." 

"dream," i say looking down,"you're insane. honestly im a little unsure." i say letting go of his hands and turning around. 

"i feel it in the sunrise, even in the nighttime." he says excitedly jumping in front of me. 

i look up and him, "okay," i pause, "i think i could love you." we both smile. 

"so lets be dangerous." we both say smiling.

this could never work, we're insane.  

*A/N 

there is a few lyric references from the songs, dangerous by david hugo and when i will see you again by shakka. hope you enjoyed!!