" I fucked up."
He opens his mouth to talk but I Cut him off.
"Maybe I shouldnt have told him , I could've of just kept it to myself to keep him happy or-"
Now he cuts me off.
"So he could've stayed with the cheating cunt , if course he feels bad. Angry , betrayed , who wouldn't give him some time. He needs to soak it in calm down. Now quit thinking for a while and relax
He says while sighing at the end , putting emphasis on his sigh.
"Bu-"
"No Butts."
He says while turning up the movie on the television.
He opens his arms , so I can mold myself into him.
"That's better babe."
He says while talking into my hair.
"Sid?"
I say while sniffing him.
"Hm?"
He says while placing a kiss on my head.
"I love you."
I say , and then I let out a gasp I didn't know I was holding.
"I loved you since the first time you told me off at the lockers."
I Inwardly smile , There was a mix of attraction , and loathing when he confronted me at my locker.
"You had such a colorful language."
He says while laughing.
I blush.
"Sid?"
I say while gulping.
"Where did you go yesterday , after our what you seen?"
I say while twisting my neck to look at him.
"I was on top of that old building , on the out skirts of town."
I nod.
"Were you going to jump?"
I say while leaning off him completely now.
"Maybe."
His eyes turning a darker shade of blue.
"Sid-"
"That lying bitch , she seen me with no one at a restaurant."
I hear Charlotte St the door.
I jump up with sid behind me.
"Shut your filthy smut mouth , me and sid seen you."
I say while trying to lunge at her with sid grabbing me.
"Daddy who are you gonna believe me or her?"
I say while staring at him.
"Hun , maybe they weren't kissing , maybe you-"
The tears burn my eyes , ready to fall.
"Maybe my ass, you would believe her over your own flesh ya?"
Sid let's me go.
I run up my stairs quickly and I pull out a huge Nike duffle bag.
I throw most of my clothes in their.
Leaving only jackets I grab our family photo and I throw it at the wall outside my room.
I grab my phone and I head back down the stairs.
"Sam I-"
I stop walking and I stare beyond him.
"Your dead to me , you've been dead to me since mum died. You let her kill herself your her husband and you couldn't see some thing was wrong, your pathetic a weak , spine less fool , I pray to a god I thought was real everyday that mum cheated and I'm some one else's off spring I hate you-"
Smack.
The room is silent , as if nobody's standing there.
I feel blood run from my nose.
I smile , blood seeping through the cracks off my teeth.
"Your dead to me."
I say while smiling menacingly.
I brush past Charlotte who looks as if shell pass out.
"Touché."
I say while walking past her.
Sid walks behind me , I guess he's at a loss for words.
He opens the trunk and I toss my bag in there.
I sit in the passenger seat , watching as we pass houses probably filled with happy kids with parents who don't go and off themselves while nobody's watching.
