Broken warrior

Mate?

    A/N   Please note that this book is a continuation to "the warrior in me" for better understanding read the first one.         

                 Bellatrix Pov

                   Ever since Rage confession, I have never been the same again, I try to respond to my environment but I can't find the strength, I think of the times I have spent with Rage, the good times, was that all a lie, when he held me and told me he loved me was that all a lie, when he marked me was that also a lie, my life is a lie, I spent 18 years in a lie. It hurts, it hurts so bad so so bad.

I remember when he came to my pack I was just clocking 18, but I was one of the strongest wolves alive, I had fought in wars, men dread, I earn my title Bellatrix War head warrior of the Bleeding moon pack, everything was right except for the fact I had not found my mate, I prayed to the moon goddess to give me a man that would take care of me, because everyone sees me as a superhuman, that have everything in control but they truth is that deep down I just want someone to rely on and I thought I find that person in Roger Rage, he was so handsome, tall with the height of 6'6, he looked like what every woman dream about, he was the most powerful person alive, everyone was scared of him, so when he came to my pack and claimed me as his mate and I felt the mating pull too, I was so happy at last I found my mate, I found love.

     The first year with him was amazing, he gave me all I wanted and more and when I was pregnant it got better, he took care of me and I kept falling hard for him, he seem like a perfect man and I loved him. Then it all changed when my baby didn't shift at age 5, Evanna was and still is the sweetest child, he constantly abused her, it was as if he hates her and hated me for birthing her, he starting becoming distant till he wanted to........kill me.

   You know till the time I went to have dinner with him, when he kidnapped Ark my second child, I still expected him to apologize for trying to kill me, but what he said broke me, he said he wasn't my mate, he paid a witch to do a ritual for him to became my mate, after killing his true mate, all these he did for power.

What have I done to deserve this, Goddess why did you let this happen to me,

     I have been in this room since the night Rage was sentenced, to be specific I am just siting by the window, watching people move around, Evanna comes to see me everyday, she spends time with me and I really appreciate it but the strength to respond isn't there.

"Mom, please come back to me, us, Noah and I need you" she always says, I wish I could but I feel empty and tired. After spending hours with me, bathing me, feeding me, clothing me, she left.

I woke up feeling uneasy and uncomfortable, my wolf was so jumpy and I didn't know why, not all of us can communicate with our wolves, in fact there is only one person that can and that's Evanna my daughter, I couldn't help but smile am so proud of her, my room door was opened, I didn't bother looking back to see who entered, the person moved closer and came in front of me, its Marcus, I haven't seen him since that night, I don't know but seeing him, woke something I never knew was still there. HOPE

"How are you, Tricy, we miss you, please respond, am sorry for not coming earlier I had to take care of something but now am here, here for you. Tricy tell me how I can help you" he said, he places his hands on my shoulders and I felt it, we both felt it the tingles the sensation and for the first time in days I spoke

                                                                                      "MATE"