Broken warrior

Bellatrix War

Bellatrix pov

                                 "Mate"

          What, Marcus is my mate, oh no, before I could react Evanna and mom opened my door and rushed inside.

"Bella, you found your mate" mom said happily, what is good about this revelation, its bad very bad, I just ruined Marcus's life, who would want to be mated to me, I have been used and dumped by Rage, I even bore him children not that I regret them, why would anyone want me, I looked at Marcus he was just staring at me and I couldn't identify the emotions in his eyes, I immediately jumped off the window and shifting I ran away into the woods, I think jumping through the window runs in the family, I kept running till I was sure no one was after me, I shifted back into my human form and looking down I realized that I was naked, I hid myself behind a tree as I try to catch my breath but to my greatest shock a gown fell from the tree, startled I look up to find Evanna sitting on top the tree's branch with a smug look on her face, she jumped down while I put on the gown, looking at her she has changed so much, gone was the Evanna who needed protection, the person in front of me screams power, her presence alone demands respect and sometimes I can't believe a person can change that much.

"you know what this reminds me of, the time I ran off after I figured out you were alive, my first shift," she said smiling before looking serious all of a sudden "why did you run, the Bellatrix I know wouldn't run from anyone or any situation, where is she," she said sitting down in front of me, I wouldn't stop the tears from flowing, I just kept crying and she hugged me patting my back

"I was scared" I finally admitted "I was scared of Marcus reaction, who would want me, Eva Rage destroyed me, Rage broke me, now I am nothing," I said

"Rage is dead, mom and you are still letting him control your life, mom you are not broken, you are my anchor, you are my warrior, you are my mother," she said holding my face in her hands, how did she get so strong

"you know mom, I was going through history and I found out all the wars you fought and I was marveled, I saw that by age 16 you had defended your pack against so many covens of vampires, wow that was........ mad, like who are you, by 18 you had become the head warrior, you were supposed to take leadership of the pack but you refused because you wanted to war, all this story showed me one thing, you were a warrior and once a warrior always a warrior, so I ask again who are you"

"am Bellatrix" I mumbled, she laughed then frown

"which Bellatrix, I heard there is an elf called Bellatrix or the ogre, no the mermaid, the troll, oh I get it now you are Bellatrix the vampire" I don't know why but it offended me, and before I could register what was going on I was on my feet

" I AM BELLATRIX WAR, 2ND GENERATION WARRIOR WOLF, GRANDDAUGHTER OF ALEXA WAR, HEAD WARRIOR OF THE BLEEDING MOON PACK, MOTHER OF EVANNA AND NOAH WAR, NOT TO BE MISTAKEN FOR ANOTHER" it was like the declaration woke my body up, and once again I felt alive.