chris had been away on tour and no matter how hard you guys tried, it wasn't working out. you never had time to call, you were either working or he was on stage or doing interviews. you missed him, you missed him badly but it came to a point where love wasn't enough. you both were so young and had your entire lives in front of you. staying in a relationship lead to nothing in your situation.
you hadn't talked to him in over three months, he was on tour with the guys and he never bothered to call after you two had ended things. it broke you heart to end it and chris probably thought you found someone new, but you didn't. not after an entire three months, no one could ever compare to the love you and chris shared.
you got up from your bed after spending the entire day laying in it, wishing things had gone differently. you walked to your closet, finding one of chris's hoodie you forgot was even there. you bought it closer to your face, the smell of his cologne still on it. you quickly slipped it on, feeling a bit closer to him. as if he were right there with you.
you laid back in bed, eyes closed as you imagined him there laying by your side. you remembered the day he gave you it, he had just shaved his head and wanted to give you something of his before they went on tour. he said he made sure to spray his cologne on it so that whenever he was away, you could always wear it and imagine him there with you. you noticed yourself chewing on the strings, a bad habit you had. you almost failed to notice the ache in your heart as you remembered the way he smelled and a few anecdotes of the past.
"still rocking your hoodie, even though it hurts." you whispered to yourself before drifting off to sleep. the only thing that didn't make you feel like the world was ending.
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part 1 maybe?? i feel like writing more to it but i'm not sure hehe. maybe i want a happy ending for this one.
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