Always us

Why me?

7:00AM SATURDAY MORNING
DREA'S HOUSE

DREA POV

"My life is over "I said as I sat on the floor in my room and thought about every single memory I had with Lexi b

This was my bestfriend my sister my world my everything The only person on this earth who never tried to take advantage of me the only thing I had closest to a sister I can't believe the lord would take her from me this got to be a dream

"She died on the spot it's like she didn't even try she know I can't do this without her"I thought out loud to myself

"Ma she loosing her mind she in there talking to herself"Kam said to my momma

"Kam shut the fuck up she just how you was when you lost mookie let her grieve how she want to dont fuck with her foreal"my mamma said back

I could hear them in the front room talking about me

For some reason I just wanted to get up and go smack the fuck out of Kam I was tired of him always talking shit today was the day I swear to god

"Bitch can you shut the fuck up sometimes" I opened my door and said to Kam

Him and my mama just turned around and looked at me

"Lil girl I know you going through something but you better watch your damn mouth in my house and I'm not gone say it twice "my mama said to me as she was walking to her room

"You know what you always got something to say every time the attention not on Kam every time it's not about Kam you think it's a joke"I said walking toward the couch where he was sitting at

"Bro yo lil ass tweaking gone "Kam said laughing

"You think my bestfriend dying a joke bitch"I said before I hit him in his mouth

He punched me back and we fought until my momma came and broke it up

"Kamron get the fuck out my house until you learn how to calm down bitch you don't put your damn hands on my daughter like that have you lost yo goddamn mind ?!?"my mama yelled at Kam as she hit him in his face and kicked him out the house

"You get to your room right now I know you going through some hot shit right now and I can't tell you how to feel but don't go around starting no fights with folks taking your anger out on them cause you hurt in side I'm sorry to tell you but it's not your fault or there's and fighting ain't gone bring Lexi back"my mama told me

My heart dropped all over again because I forgot Lexi was gone and I thought I was about to go call her and tell her about me and Kam fighting

I Just ran in my room crying

Loni POV

"LEXIIIIIIIIII PLEASE LEXIIIIIII COME BACK LEXIIIIII" I screamed in front of the school sitting on my car with my remy bottle

I been drinking since 4 am when the liquor store opened

"I REALLY CANT BELIEVE YOU LEXI REALLY THIS HOW YOU GONE DO ME LEXI I DONT GOT NOBODY ALL I GOT IS YOU I NEED YOU HOW THE FUCK AM I GONE SURVIVE? WAIT I DONT GOT TO I CAN JUST COME WITH YOU LORD TAKE ME WITH LEXI RIGHT NOW LORD KILL ME RIGHT HERE"I screamed into the sky before I took another swig of my remy

My mama always at work I don't got no other family no boyfriend all my friends came from Lexi like Lexi really made me I don't got nobody in Chicago if I don't got her I don't know what my life about to be like now I just can't even picture it