I give up
The hole in my heart once upon a time small has magnified and swallowed me whole ,
I am walking alone now
Wide awake in the middle of the night the voices in my head tearing me apart
Nobody to stop them now, no more fake promises to hold onto
Not even one volunteer to help
Why would anyone ?
When I burnt everything around me to ashes of my deep betrayal
I give up
I couldn't keep up with everyone coming through a door and getting up and leaving from another when they realised the ground I'm walking on is of self destruction
Miles and miles of stones in my sole coloring my path of survival till now to maps of haunted red.
Nothing to feel just bitter sweet memories keeping me going up to the end of the path
End of the path of trying and having hopes
Weight of disappointed to keep me company
Walking towards the next phase
The phase of giving up
The phase of dead megarima
_______________________________________How many fake promises have you heard which was the one that hurt you the most ?
Did you heal ?
You can always talk to me I'm hear to listen :)
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