Embodiment of perfection

Part 7

I didn’t even try and stop what was about to happen. How could I. if this was anybody else, believe me when I say I would have stopped them. But this was Jackson. I have never felt for anyone what I felt for him. Though we haven’t been together for long, I could feel that this was love. I was in love with Jackson Dylan Day. Love. He held my hands above head and started kissing me with all that he had, obviously I kissed him back. He held my hands up with one hand and unbuckled my belt and opened my school pants. He did the same with his. He turned me around so that I was facing the door and started kissing my neck vigorously, then I lost feeling in my knees…again. My body once again no longer belonged to me…it was his. He was now a part of me. Inside of me…again. He turned me back around and bent me over the basin and repeated what he had just done against the door. It was amazing. He “finished”, whispered in my ear “I’m sorry” and made himself descent and left. I was late to class of course. Jackson wasn’t in class and I hadn’t seen him for the rest of the day. Eric said that he left school early, but he didn’t say why. I texted him after school but no reply. The next day he didn’t show up for school. he never missed school, so something was definitely up. That day after school I went to Jacksons house…I just wanted to make sure that he was okay. I knocked on the door of his house. The darkest house on the street. I swear it’s like there was a dark cloud above this house. All the windows were shut, and the blinds were too. “what are you doing here, you should not be here. You need to leave.” Jackson said softly but adamant when he opened the door. He looked very scared. He wanted to shut the door when I noticed packed bags inside the house, so I stopped the door from shutting with my foot. “Look Jackson, I don’t know what is going with you but if you enlighten me maybe I can help. And where are you going? Are you leaving?” I asked making Jackson step outside and closed the door. “I said it before and I’m saying it again! It is none of your business, but yes, I am leaving. I can’t tell you where I’m going…its dangerous and I am just trying to protect you. I care way too much about you to have you mixed up in all of this.” He said, basically with tears in his eyes. “But- “, I said being cut off by Jackson “Listen to me and hear what I’m saying…” he said grabbing my shoulders and shaking me. “…my family has issues that I can’t discuss with you or anyone else. Its dangerous business and you are the last person I want to put into danger. So, Elijah please leave and just forget you ever knew me. It’ll be hard for me too because I- “, I cut him off and said, “I love you too.” He pulled me close and we kissed then he told me to leave again. Hesitantly I left. I was really worried about him, but I did respect him, so I did what he asked of me. Hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my life. There wasn’t a day that went by that I didn’t think of him.