Mental destruction

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"You bitch!" Charles screams at me.

He lunges at me.

I get thrown to the ground.

"Get up!"

I get up and he throws me a few feet away.

I see the world spin.

He kicks me in the chest.

"P-please stop," I utter.

"Now you get to see how I felt when you dumped me," Charles bites.

He keeps kicking me.

He lifts me and carries me to the cabana. He forcefully pulls of my bikini top.

"Charles please don't," I beg.

He just smirks and grabs my bottom as well.

It happened.

I had to go along with it since I saw a knife in his pocket.

I have to play along if I want to survive.

After he finally decided to leave me alone, I broke down.

Why me?

Why me?

Why me?

This is all that is going through my head.

I am destroyed mentally. My innocence was taken from me in a brutal and terrifying manner.

I run to the water.

I lay down to my body is engulfed in the salty, ocean water.

This is it.

I let all my air out, and struggle for breath.

I feel hands wrap around my back.

Something pulls me out.

I am unconscious. I can not open my eyes. I can not breath.

I then wake up and see my worst nightmare: Charles.

"Oh my god Chloe I was so worried," he says.

"I thought I am a bitch," I say.

"I'm so sorry about that, I can't stand being away from you; it drives me insane."

He pauses.

"I love you so much, Chloe Bridger. You're the only one who I have ever wanted in my whole life. I have made so many mistakes. Can you forgive me?"

"I-I need time," I stutter.

Why the hell would I say that?

He abused me.

He said he loves me, but do I love him?

I run and grab my phone.

I run to the forest on the island, and hide.

I call my pilot to come to my rescue.

Thinking back to what Charles said, do I love him?

I can't be in love with my attacker/rapist.

Or can I?

He has done me so wrong. But love doesn't actually exist, does it?

I'm in love with him.

No I'm not.

I'm in love with him.

No I'm not!

I'M IN LOVE WITH MY ABUSER.

Talking to myself does not make me any happier.

I need to get over what feelings I have for him.

I need to break free from this emotional battle.

I need my friends.

I need my family.

I need my home.

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I had such a good day today!

Anyways, I hope everyone had a lovely week :).

I have nothing else to say, sorry. :3

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