Ethan Nestor x Y/N one shots

3- Bad memories

A/n: Hey guys! Sorry about publishing this part late, I was recovering from corona and catching up on school work. If you have any story suggestions feel free to comment. Anyways enjoy the story!

TW: This chapter will suggest dark themes, please don't read if you're sensitive to that type of content.  

Y/n's POV

It was another lonely night in my apartment. I recorded, edited and uploaded videos today working my ass off like always. I haven't been feeling myself lately but I don't care, it seems as if nothing matters to me anymore. I feel like nothing makes me feel happy, not my channel, family, friends, fans, nothing. Nothing against my fans of course but they don't need to know what i'm going through, I don't need them or anyone else worrying about me. I'll be ok. 

I laid in my bed on my facing the ceiling, I didn't want to move. I don't have to really, i'm done with everything for the day and it's not like anyone's gonna wanna call or text me, they probably have better things to. As the room was filled with silence it was broken with chime of my phone, I rolled over to see what or who it was.

Message from: Eef 

"Hey, Y/n. Are you busy tonight?"

"No i'm not, what's up Eef?" 

"Wanna come over and hang out?"

"Yeah sure, i'll be over soon." I sighed in regret of agreeing to come over but I refuse to lie and make my friend worry. I got up and quickly showered and once I freshened up I put on a full face of make up and dressed my self in a Unus Annus shirt and jeans with the shirt tucked in and I threw on some slip on vans and I grabbed a cardigan encase I got cold. I grabbed my keys, phone and headed out the door. 

Time skip to Eef's 

I arrived at Ethan's and made my way up to the door lightly knocking on it. As I waited for him to come get the door I took a deep breathe to compose myself and at least act like I was ok for the time being. I heard the door knob shake as it was twisted and opened the door. 

"Hey, Y/n!" Ethan greeted me happily as he always does.

"Hey, Eef!" I greeted back as I was engulfed into a hug by him. Him giving me a hug made things feel better for me, his warm embrace, tone and smile made me feel like there's no need to be upset or sad. We pulled away from each other and went inside. 

"So what do you wanna do, Ethan?"

"Anything really, i'm just bored and wanted to hang out with someone and I always have the most fun with you, Y/n." A felt my cheeks get a little warm.

"Aw thanks, Eef, I have fun with you too."

He smiled at me 

"Here's an idea, how about we go get some face masks, some snacks n stuff and when we get back we can play cards against humanity and drink while we play. Maybe we could even make a video our of it."

"Oh, Yeah! That sounds awesome!" I smiled at him as he did at me. The regret of coming over went away. 

We went out and got some face masks along with other things to try, snacks, drinks and we even picked up a couple movies to watch. As we were doing this, Ethan decided not to vlog it as it was "Friend time" not "recording time".  When we got back to his place he popped in one of the movies we bought as he did that I got out all of the beauty stuff to go through while we watch the movies. First we started off with face masks, it was funny how Ethan needed to tie back the hair he could, he looked like a pineapple with the little tuff of hair he had on top of his head. I did the same thing too, we looked ridiculous but it was funny.