Lost but Found//5SOS

Discovery

A/n: ok so the rest of the story will sometimes contain stuff like cutting if uncomferatable then don't read give us suggestions......
ASHTONS POV*

"Alexis" my voice cracked
"What" she said in a doubtful voice.
"What are these"
"N-nothing just scratches" she stuttered out....
"Alexis I know what this is..... why did you cut yourself " I said my eyes tearing up
"Because I'm worthless...... no one likes me I deserve pain I'm ...alone" she slowly mumbled about to cry.
"Alexis I know the pain I know wanting to do that trust me Plz try to stop plz" I was crying at this point"i know stopping won't happen right away but Plz I care to much about u"

She played with her fingers looking down "how would u know what pain I want to feel ashton no one could love me or even care "
"But I do "
She took a shock of realization " ... wait ash yo-"
"Yes let's not talk about it please"
she was still looking down
About a minute of awkward silence I couldn't hold on how I felt about her any more I lifted up her chin
"Ashton wha-"
I kissed her....

*Alexis Pov*
He kissed me....
Why I quickly kissed back imitating him because I had never had a kiss before it felt so right his kiss in so much pain yet passion as if he may have cared
This all felt perfect idk but something about it was so right......

*Ashton POV *
This was perfect I kissed her and she kissed back i let my feelings go through the kiss I cupped her cheek to lengthen the kiss
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It lasted a good minute till we both needed to breath so I pulled away looking down knowing what I did was wrong I shouldn't have kissed her but I couldn't hold myself back

"Ash...?" She finally said after a bit of silence "why did you kiss me"
Now or never tell her how u feel'
"Umm. i like you Alexis a lot actually you make me smile your just so beautiful and smart and kind sweet caring I couldn't hate you for anything in the world Ya I may get mad at you in the future but I can't hate you I love you ....."
Shit I didn't want that last part to come out
*alexis pov*
he told me he loved me I couldn't idk I just thought for a minute fumbling my fingers I kinda liked him an had a crush on him but I knew it wouldn't happen ....until now
"I think I love you to"...... I looked down trying to hide my face I don't know what love really feels like so this is kinda awkward
*ashtons pov*
She loves me too.......

-----(a/n:hey sorry this is shitty and sorry bout Pov switches a lot but anyways thanks for reading and Ya unedited and badly writen but you get the point any ways love yas
-stacie)