Craving ; Harry Potter (18+)

CHAPTER 5

I feel, I feel pain.

Suddenly I burst out in tears. What is wrong with me, I run to the bathrooms.

When I walk in I hear her giggle. I peak a bit and see him.

"Theo! Get off her NOW! Before I hurt you!" I spit at him. How dare he touch her.

"no!" He spits back. "Go find another bathroom. I claimed this one!" He continues.

"Theo! What the fuck! This isn't even the boys bathroom!" I spit back with full anger.

I don't see any response, I didn't care. Leah was just staring in my eyes. Her eyes were cold, empty.
They almost seemed cursed. One second they were both looking at me. And the next, he turned his head to hers.
And he trapped her in his eyes. He leaned forward and they started kissing.

I ran out of the bathroom and headed back to my dorm.

Mattheo Perspective

I look her in the eyes, and nothing in the world matters anymore.
I am Mattheo Tom Riddle, I can't fucking fall in love. But this was something different, ofcourse I didn't love her.
How pathetic.

She was my first, my first kiss.

No one ever wanted me, because I was one of the bad guys. The dangerous ones.
Parents are afraid of me. They want me dead, I'm the cursed child.
With Michelle ofcourse, but she is well. She's the weaker one, she has always been the weakest.
After all, I was raised by my mother and she got a perfect home with a perfect family.

I know I sound jealous but I'm not.
After all, I got chosen by my mother for a reason ofcourse. She knew I was stronger.
Michelle was pathetic and shy, I don't know why but suddenly she decided to change this year.
To not hide who she really is. Cursed. A cursed child, daughter of the Dark Lord himself.

When we met we were so young, so innocent. At least, she was.

*flashback*

"MATTHEO!" She calls me.
"I'm coming." I shout back.

I take my suitcase and walk downstairs.

"Ready to waste your life?" She spits. And starts giggling, I hate her laugh. It reminds me of the devil himself.

"I asked you something!" She spits. "I'm sorry, but I don't think it's a waste." I say.

"Pathetic boy." She says.

At Hogwarts (in flashback)

I walk into the Great Hall, so many people. Young and Older kids are sitting at those tables. All defined in houses.

"Welcome! To Hogwarts, School of Witchcraft and Wizardry." Dumbledore says.
"Your going to get sorted in to a house. There is Hufflepuff, Gryffindor, Ravenclaw and Slytherin." He continues.

After literally all the first years got sorted in their house. There was only me left.
"Mattheo Riddle!" Dumbledore says, I walk up and sit on the seat.
Professor Mcgonnagal puts the sorting hat on my head. "Hmm interesting!"
He says, and everyone is looking at me. They are whispering about me. I then see him, Harry. Harry Potter.

He is staring at me.

"You are, defini-" the sorting hat gets interrupted by the doors of the Great Hall opening.

A girl walks in, she has blonde hair and blue eyes.

"I'm sorry I'm late, I needed to go to the bathroom." She says shy.

She walks forward. "Slytherin!" The sorting hat says.
I wanted to be a Slytherin, in honour of my dad. And to not disappoint my mother ofcourse.
She didn't even want me to go in the first place, but I convinced her.

I stand up and walk towards the Slytherin table. I sit down.

"Michelle!" The sorting hat says. The blonde girl walks toward Professor McGonagall.
Professor McGonagall puts the sorting her on her head. The girl was scared and nervous, I could feel it.

"Interesting.. another Riddle! I know exactly where to put you."

Everyone is shocked and starts whispering to eachother.
He said another Riddle, that means the blonde girl must be my sister.

"Slytherin!" The sorting hat continues. The girl walks towards Draco, but before has the chance to sit down, he puts his hand on the seat. "Leave me alone Michelle, please! You want me to make friends right?" He spits and she walks away.

Should I ask her to sit down next to me? How pathetic, ofcourse not. She might think I want to be friends.

But before I can say something she sits next to me. Not knowing who I am.

"Hello, I'm sorry can I sit here?" She says. "Well you're already sitting so, sure." I respond.

"I'm Michelle, Michelle Riddle." She introduces herself.

"You sitting next to me doesn't mean we're friends!" I spit. I shouldn't do that, I hurt her, I think.

"I'm sorry, if it's because of my last name. I really can't do anything about that."
She spits and turns her head the other way.

"No that's not, listen I know how you feel." I say and she turns her head back.

"Yeah, you really don't." She spits.

"I'm Mattheo, Mattheo Riddle." I spit and her jaw drops. "Oh, im sorry." She says

I start eating to stop the conversation, but she keeps talking.
I don't want to look pathetic, and mother told me to not talk with my sister.
She never told me anything about her, but she seems nice.

"So, do you like know mom?" She asks me happy. "She's terrible!" I spit and watch as her smile turns into a frown.

"How is she?.." she stutters. And I interrupt her "Where have you been?" I spit.
She looks disappointed "what do you mean? She didn't tell you?" She says disappointed.

"I live with the Malfoy's. Bellatrix gave me away." She explains.

"Quite the privilege." I spit and continue eating.

"Privilege you say? I would do everything to live with mother." She says desperate.
"Mother? Believe me, she doesn't deserve to be called mother." I say.

"Tell me, tell me about her." She asks
"No."

"Oh please, at least tell me if it was worth spending all those years with the Malfoy family." She continues.

"Fine. But I've warned you." I say .

I start telling her about Bellatrix, how awful and hatred she is. How she deserves no one.
The guilt I feel of being a horrible child, of me being the reason why she treats me so bad. Wich is not true.
Im not the one who should sacrifice my happiness, so that she can torture me in any way possible.

We keep talking and talking.
It getting better, having a sister. One whom you can share everything with.

Hii! I know I didn't update in quite along time. But I'm back!
And it's gonna get really confused but....
Eventually it's going to be worth it. Next chapter is gonna come tomorrow!! Xx