- whats love?- (Shigadabi)

Chapter 6

A/N  the following is a emotional rollercoster, and it is very cringy, as well as just pure trash ! but yeah, and by the way dabi can cry in this chapter ( yes i know that he actually cant, but just bare with me !) And there will be S m u t.. anyways.. ONTO ZE STORY~ (^ 0 ^ )

~Dabi's POV~

 i just want him to trust me and rely on me for anything doesn't matter if its something that causes both me and him pain, i just want him to feel safe in my arms. i want him to be Mine.

without realizing, my hand moved from his chin to now a caressing motion, on his cheek. i really wanted to kiss him. so, i did.... erm well, i WAS. until a specific little crazy psychotic bitch busted in through the door.

"!Were back bitches!" i glared at her, while tomura acted like a cat and jumped 8 feet in the air, then stood up fast and maintained his 'space' "booooo, you should have stayed where ever the fuck you were" i said, as i glared at her. i swear, she's such a cock block!    "ouch dabs, that really hurt" by now she was looking at me while rubbing away a fake tear from her eye. "okay? and? its not like i give 2 fucks" right when she was about to yell at me, giri came up from behind her and put his hand onto her shoulder (im not sure if he even can tbh, LOL )  "now, now himiko we just got here, please don't start fighting like cats and dogs"

she stuck her tongue  out  at me then skipped her way onto the couch, while i just watched her as a predator watches there prey. "so dabi, i trust you made sure young tomura didn't get drunk, or as a matter a fact that he didn't have any alcohol." oh shit "yep! no alcohol or anything !" i heard toga giggle, then grab the bottle that we had left there the night before  "mhmm! sure ya didnt dabs, i bet you guys even smooched~!" tomura who was in the sitting next to toga on the couch turned a impossible shade of red.

"Toga! what the hell is wrong with you! jeez.." after i said that i went over to where toga was and snatched the bottle out of her hand, she just looked at me and giggled "your not saying no~!" she really just wants me to burn her alive huh "keep on talking and imma make sure that your little school uniform burns to ash!"  i saw tomura look at me with a 'you went to far' type of look.

"aww cmon dabs, just because your mad you cant burn your own sisters clothes~!" i flinched at the word sister, but that didn't  stop my mouth from practically exposing me. "oh please, your not even my sister! your just someone who i have thats close enough to Fuyumi!" .... i fucked up.. shit, now everyone is staring at me... and having my body steaming because of how mad i am, doesn't really help "... sorry dabs... i have no clue who fuyumi is but im sorry, i was just trying to tease ya" she tried to hug me, but i couldn't.. at least not how i am now. i might burn her. 

"hey dabs... look i said i was sorry! pl-please don't push me away!" fuck... she has tears forming in her eyes, and that goofy cheery expression of hers is gone.  i don't know why but i cant stand seeing her like this... it hurts, to know that i was the one who caused her smile to disappear, and the worst part is im standing here like an idiot, frozen in time. without being able to say a word!  "dabi.. stop it isn't funny! " i saw tomura look at me with a disappointed look, and i felt all eyes on me. "himiko why don't you go to your room" giri who was cleaning invisible spots on a glass said with a hint of concern in his voice "no! i want to hear what he has to say! this isn't the dabi that was with me  last week when i was pouring a river non-stop! " jeez toga what a way to expose my soft side! 

Don't burn her. Don't burn her. Don't burn her! 

i yanked her arm twords me, pulling her into a tight hug, tears threatening to fall. i hate it when people make me this vulnerable , it makes me feel weak and all this just brings me back some horrible memory's.