forever together \\ M.E

chapter one

one

i zipped up my baby blue long sparkly dress and slipped my white heels on. i grabbed my white with gold studs clutch and walked downstairs.
matthew never showed up so basically i told shawn if he wanted to go with me.
matthew has been very distant lately. he gets home late. he always sleeps on the couch. never does he kiss me anymore. he never tells me where he's going. he doesn't love me anymore, i guess.
i slowly walked down stairs and smiled at shawn. "wow you look amazing!" he stood there in shock. "thank you and you look handsome" i smiled. he returned and grabbed my arm and said "shall we go?" "yes" and we preceded to the black tahoe. once we got it i texted matthew.

baby 🙈💕🔒
matt i don't know anymore. i left dinner on the table and some lemonade. i left to the vmas with shawn. you never showed up matt. my number one supporter didn't show up. do you love me? well just know i love you and wish me luck tonight.

i looked out the window and a tear escaped my eye. don't cry haley.
tonight im performing a special song.
i wrote this song when i was falling for matt.
it's called "when you sleep" ( i recommend you to hear this song while reading this bc you'll understand her feelings and you'll get emotional a little )
"hails you okay princess?" i notice shawn looking nervous. "yeah just thinking" i mumbled and weakly smiled at him.
"okay princess but if you want we can cancel the vmas tell them you weren't feeling well" he smiled. "it's okay shawn thank you for everything" i snuggled into his arms.

1/2 hours later

i walk off the car and soon we enter the red carpet.
"haley haley haley!!!!!!!!" i hear everywhere.
i posed and smiled and kept on walking.
i pose with shawn and i look up at him and smile as i hear thousands of snaps.
i was then called for interviews so shawn walked with me up to them.
"hello haley how are you sweetie?" she asked
"im doing great how about you?" i smiled.
"great thank you for asking! may i ask why matthew espinosa isn't by your side?" she pulled the microphone to my mouth. "our relationship is messed up. i honestly haven't seen him for a week, so i called my bestfriend shawn mendes and asked him to be my partner." i smiled weakly. "it's going to get alright gorgeous okay! thank you so much haley grace dallas hope you do good today!" she smiled.
"thank you so much! love you!" and i kept walking giving my babys autographs and hugs and of course photos!

inside awards

it was finally my turn to perform and so far i have won 2 awards!!!!! woah that's amazing.
ariana came up to me and hugged me. "awh love i hope you do great!" she smiled and kissed my forehead. i slipped on a white crop top and a white skirt ( one ariana always wears ) and white high boots.
"and now to perform....haley grace dallas with her new single when you sleep!"
i walked on stage and grabbed the microphone and started.

One foot in front of the other
Keep breathing just like they taught you
You politely asked to take a walk with me
I would've married you there underneath the trees
Is it real, this thing?
Is it real, ooh, this thing?

I could make you happy
I could make you love me
I could disappear completely
I could be your love song
I could be long gone
I could be a ghost in your eardrum
When you sleep, will it be with me?
When you sleep, will it be with me?

I swore I saw you in a dream
All dressed in white and wide smile
You politely asked to take a walk with me
And I married you there underneath the trees
Can you feel the beat of my heartbeat beat through me?
Can you feel the beat of my heartbeat beat through?

I could make you happy
I could make you love me
I could disappear completely
I could be your love song
I could be long gone
I could be a ghost in your eardrum
When you sleep, will it be with me?
When you sleep, will it be with me?

How did I miss you, when I didn't know you? (Ooh)
How did I miss you, when I didn't know you? (Ooh)
How did I miss you, when I didn't know you? (Ooh)
How did I miss you, when I didn't know you? (Ooh)

I could make you happy
I could make you love me
I could disappear completely
I could be your love song
I could be long gone
I could be a ghost in your eardrum
I could make you happy
I could make you love me
I could disappear completely
Be with me when you sleep
Be with me

as soon as i finished tears were escaping my eyes and i hears thousands of applauds.
"thank you so much! i love y'all!" i said into the microphone and i quickly got off the stage.
"who was that song about?" ariana asked.
"matthew" i whispered.
"ever since he left i just want him near me I felt like I didn't make him happy" i cried.
"aww love come here" ariana grabbed me and kissed my forehead.
i changed back into my outfit and waked out to the seating area with shawn again.
i made my way to the first row and I sit down.
"that was amazing haley we should duet!" shawn smiled. "of course shawn" i laid my head on his shoulder and smiled.
"thank you for everything shawn" i said
"your welcome princess" he kissed my forehead.

from my baby 🙈💕🔒
umm who is this?

to my baby 🙈💕🔒
matthew or whatever whore this is just im done with you and don't ever speak to me again.

i locked my phone and teared up a little.
i thought i was going to spend all my life with him. i thought we were always going to be together