Letters From Sam

August 1st,2012

I told Sam about us becoming parents it was exciting.But, we started fighting more and i wasnt used to that from him staying out late.No begining able to reach him when i need him the most it started to get harder with me being preganat and bigger that what i was used to. But i couldnt let my kids see my down shit i wont let them see me down. One day he came home for the first time and two days and he was drunk i hate it when he drinks.It brings out the worst in him. We he went to sleep and the kids was with my mother his phone keep going off as he wife i have the right to look right? There were so many texts from him and this person.

Unknow: Come Home

Sam:iight give me a hour

Unknow: I might me Preganat

Sam:Ashley you know i have a wife and two ands and a baby on the way what im i supost to do.

That was her name ashely.

It hurted so bad that he was cheating on me and he got her preganat.That he was creeping to go see her. When he woke up he knew things was diffrent i was packing everything from my clothes to the kids clothes. He would tell me he was going on a business trip and was really going to see her. I couldnt be more pissed with myself it was my felt i gave him my all right. He was trying to stop me and that made things worst.I was going to move and with my mother and to i got on my feet. But why should i leave. I payed for this house i payed the bills. When he didnt have nothing i was there. But i couldnt find myself to forgive him.To live with the man i once fell and love with.