Why am I so stupid?
How could I have thought he liked me when we messed around at McDonalds?
Maybe because of the way he looked at me when I saw him
He just made my heart stop when I saw him
We don't even talk
But I want to talk to him so badly
But of course this stupid punishment has me with no kik or Instagram on my phone
Maybe I thought I actually had a chance with him
But how could I?
Someone as cool as him
I can't even talk to him without smiling like an idiot
I need my friend to ask him to hang out with us
I can't even do that
I just fell so hard for him
Then shit happened and I stopped
But guess what?
I saw him at our school
And now?
My heart melted when I saw him
I froze
I wanted to talk to him
But because of how stupid I am
I can't even do that
And I fucking hate it
YOU ARE READING
Poetry Book
RandomBasically feelings in a book. Probably won't rhyme but whatever. Will update as much as I can. Some of these might be sad. Some might just be confusing. They are just things I need to get out of my head. Language is used. Anyway just read.
