Honestly,
I have always wanted to get married and have kids of my own
But I know that that most likely won't happen
I can never stop pushing people away
And I try my hardest not to
But I just end up pushing everyone away
Maybe somehow I will stop
And I hope I do
But it's just something I stopped wishing for
I can't even get a guy to talk to me let alone like me
And everyone says "You don't need a guy."
But yetly they do need a guy
But it's whatever
Cause I'm done hoping
I'm done dreaming
I'm done wishing
Also,
I'm done wearing that fake fucking smile
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Poetry Book
RandomBasically feelings in a book. Probably won't rhyme but whatever. Will update as much as I can. Some of these might be sad. Some might just be confusing. They are just things I need to get out of my head. Language is used. Anyway just read.