I Can't Get Away

chapter 15

Three weeks. Three damn weeks. That's how long it had been since me and Jayson had spoken. That means I've been here for 3 months. I've tried to talk to Jayson but he won't talk to me. I havent even seen him, I know hes still in the house because I can hear him. I've havent left this room, if I needed something Ace would bring it to me. But I was done hiding, I wanted to go home now. I get dressed in black leggings and a red off the shoulder shirt. I head downstairs hoping that Jayson might be down there but I walk into the kitchen and see only Ace, Alex and River sitting at the table. They all just look at me like they've seen a ghost. I get out the cereal and milk and pour me a bowl, then I lift myself up to where I'm sitting on the counter with all of them still looking at me.

"What happend Jasmine?" Ace says while eating his food. I go to explain then Jayson walks in meeting my eyes for just a moment then quickly looking away. He reaches in the fridge pulling out some OJ. I decide to continue explaining.

"Well, it's one of two things, the first scenario is that he just wanted to convince me that I could trust him so I'd give him my virginity." My voice trails off. "Or hes mad that I said I love you and hes too much of a pussy to say it back." I say more to Jayson then the rest of them.

"Guys would you give us a moment" he says through gritted teeth. They all leave without hesitation. Then Jayson without warning turns to me and wraps his hand around my throat making my head hit the cabinet hard making me release a small gasp. "First of all Jasmine, you will not speak about me like I am not in the room, second of all, you will not call me a pussy. You will not disrespect me." He says while way too close to my face. I let go of the breath I had no clue I was holding. I bring my hand to his arm and surprisingly easily remove it from my neck.

"You DO NOT get to ignore me for three weeks then come and tell me rules" I yell at him. I take a deep breath "yelling isnt going to get us anywhere" he nods while pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Okay come on" he walks away and I follow behind him, he leads me into his office which I had not yet been into. He sits in the chair in front of the desk and I sit on the desk right in front of him. I use my feet to pull his chair closer to closer to me.

"So which of my two scenarios were correct?" I ask him. He sighs and avoids my gaze for a moment then looks up at me.

"I cant believe you would think that I used you just to take your virginity " he says with the look of disbelief in his eyes, "I'm in a gang Jasmine, we have enemies, if they knew that I loved you.." his voice trails off, he closes his eyes for a moment.  I reach down and grab his hands and rest them on my thigh.  I rub circles on his hands to calm him down. "I dont know what they would do to you, my guys would never rape anyone because they know I would kill them, but these other gangs dont have these standards." I flinch at his words but I understand now.

"I understand but I wish you would have told be instead of ignoring me for weeks" I say hastily. "I didnt even expect you to say it back that night, I didnt even mean for you to hear me." He cuts me off,

"No Jasmine, I love you I do with everything in me, never doubt that." I smile at his words. "But I'll never ever let anyone hurt you." His grip on my hands get tighter. "I'm not hiding us from the world anymore, if someone is stupid enough to mess with me, they will die." I chuckle lightly while pulling him in a kiss. He kisses me like he needed it, like his life depened on it. "You're free Jasmine" he says against my kiss.

"What?" I question while pulling away.

"If you wanna go home, go. If you wanna stay here, you'll be my girlfriend not hostage." His voice is trembling only slightly but I can tell hes crying. I can go home, but did I want to, no I didnt. I found the man I love here.

"Jayson, I'm not going anywhere, I love you." He smiles at me with shock in his eyes. I pull him into another his and his hands move to grip my ass. "I love you too Jasmine" those words were all I needed. I slide off of the desk and into his lap.

"Never leave me again asshole" I say to him. He smiles mischievously.

"For one I won't and for two, I think I'm gonna have to show you how to use that dirty mouth." He smirks. I instantly feel wetness between my legs. He picks me up bridal style and I bury my head in in his neck and start kissing and sucking, his moans are reassuring. He opens our bedroom door and throws me on the bed but not too forcefully. He grabs my leggings and rips them off, like actually rips them. "Hey! I liked those" he chuckles while staring down at my red lacy underwear that hid nothing. "I'll buy you new ones, hell, I'll buy you a thousand. Now get up and take off your shirt." He demands. I do as I'm told but I take my time with it making him grow harder. As soon as I'm done he bends me over his lap, this must be the punishment he was talking about. His hand rubs my ass while the other one is tugging my hair slightly. "Count each of these, if you miss one we start over okay?" I nod my head as the first smack hits and I Yelp but I count anyway. "One" I almost moan out, it hurt but it was a turn on too, but I didn't want him to know.

I count all the way to 10 until hes done. I'm sure my ass was red as was my face. He sits me up, it hurts to sit now. I look into his eyes, they have a mix of desire and love in them. I take my hand and rub him through his jeans. I lean into him and whisper in his ear, "you said you wanted me to use this dirty mouth?" I smile and bend down unbuttoning his pants and pulling both them and his boxers down. My ass is still in the air and he brings his his hands to rub me through my underwear, "did you enjoy your punishment baby" he asks me playfully.  I suck him faster as an answer I use my hand to give attention to what my mouth cant reach. Then two of his fingers enter me causing me to gasp. I twirl my tounge around his head causing multiple groans of approval. I needed more than just his fingers so I stop what I'm doing and push him down so hes laying down, I get on top of him slowly easing down on his dick. I put my hands on his chest supporting each one of my movements. He stares at my boobs going up and down. I'm moaning in pure satisfaction as I spead up. My breath hitches signaling my climax as I go weak laying down on his chest, I feel him release inside of me so I get off of him and collapse on the bed next to him. We catch our breaths then cover up and cuddle with each other.

"I am sorry Jasmine, I was scared to lose you so therefore scared to love you" he kisses the top of my head.

"Its okay" I smile and drift off to sleep with a smile still on my face, everything was gonna be okay cause he loved me.

Hey, another chapter out, let me know what you think. I have more ideas to come.