Channel Dior - 18 years old
Its been almost 3 weeks since I been in my own crib and it's boring and lonely asf . God knows I miss Cj but it's certain things that I can't let go on . I mean he dead ass cheated on me but then again something in my heart tells me he didn't I honestly don't know how to feel .
I got out of bed and went into the restroom washing my face and brushing my teeth . As I finished I went downstairs and cooked me some breakfast. Shittt I didn't even notice I cooked this much food . I cooked for two but oh well I'll just save it for tomorrow morning .
Crazy thing about it doing hair is my passion and I haven't even been to work in almost 5 weeks . I just haven't been feeling being out I just wanna stay to myself for a while . I opened my phone and 100 missed calls from Cj . I opened my call log and not only have Cj called me but so have my Bestie and K3.
I locked my phone and turned the living room tv on . After I ate I went back upstairs and put on some clothes and headed to Walmart . I just needed to get out of this house quick fast and in a hurry .
Damn it's crowed asf . I walked in and begin just walking around . I went to the electronics area and picked up me an extra iPhone charger and a cute putter box for my iPhone 12 .
I then walked to the snack isle and grabbed me some hot Cheetos and some sour patches as I turned around I seen someone familiar . Is that Cj ?? I quickly walked passed him trying not to be noticed . "Channel" "Channel Wait" he said following behind me . My feelings boiled up I couldn't even handle seeing him after what he did .
Leave me alone Cj please I said trying to fight back tears . I went to self checkout and headed to my car as I was about to back up someone jumped behind my car causing me to hit on breaks . "Baby please talk to me I'm sorry please believe me come back home please" Cj whined standing at my drivers window . Cj get out my way Damn I don't wanna talk I said letting the tears roll down my face . "Baby I'll never stop loving you Imma fight for us no matter what" he said walking back to his car .
I stopped in my tracks and layed my head on the steering wheel . I couldn't fight the pain I was feeling not being able to kiss him or tell him how much I love him and miss him . I really wanted to be right in his arm . I couldn't even keep myself together . Get yourself together Channel I said to myself .
I pulled myself together and backed up not paying attention . HONK HONK . Shit I'm sorry I almost hit that lady car . I Gotta gta hurry up and get home .
This day is just not going the way I planned .
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