To Mura (Shigadabi)

9.

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He couldn't really recall how they ended up cuddling in his - Tenko's- bed with Touya.
He confessed almost everything to the hero next to him about himself, and the other one shared some information about this world with him as well, yet he felt that he had absolutely ruined the white haired man's mood.
But he didn't want to lie him.

However Touya's sadness and anger wasn't directed against him.
The reason was All for One, the ignorance of the heroes and citizens, All for One again, and again and again. Tomura was thinking Touya is almost becoming a Stan-fan villain in front of him.
Kinda unlikely would it be from the no 3 hero but ok.

It was somehow hard to process for Touya when Tomura told him he has no "loved one" at home at all. He was just sitting on the bed next to him, his gaze lost somewhere on the walls and he looked like his mood was totally sorrowful.

Fuck, maybe it wasn't te best idea to share that fact too - Shigaraki thought.

After a while, Touya finally decided to show some life signs. He turned to Tomura and layd down  nexto him on the bed.

"Then.. just let me love you till you are here" - Touya said simply.

Tomura almost got another heart attack - he wasn't even counting how many times he could get it only this day. How could a Dabi from this world say a thing out loud like this? He is.. unwanted by everyone. He is unloved. And yet those blue sparkling eyes, they were saying him a complete different story he wanted to believe.

"But - he managed to speak after a minute - I am not Tenko. Not the one you know. I am a filthy villain, I am a bad person, I don't deserve to be loved by anyone.."

"You are definitely wrong about those! - Touya said firmly - from what you said before, you had done bad things but you didn't really have the choice. You got no chance. Please don't think so lowly about yourself"

Tomura wanted to argue with that statement. He wanted to say he was in charge for so many death and suffering, he can't blame all his wrongdoings on AFO, even if his master was the one who made him becoming this.
But he felt like his words are abandoning him. He was speechless, he was not able to make any sound, he was lost in those turquoise eyes looking at him so warmly and softly, filled with care and love.
They looked at him in a way no one did before.

He couldn't recall when was the last time he shared a bed with someone - and slept while cuddling a living person. Maybe when he was a baby, and his mother or Hana were sleeping with him.
Yet there he was - he woke up in the morning and saw he was sleeping on Touya and hugging him.
What the actual fuck .. he wanted to got out of bed quickly before the sweet hero would get up too because he felt embarrassed, but he had no time for that.
Dabi was already up, and he looked at Tomura with those eyes of his.
It was like Shigaraki became addicted to Touya's eyes. When he saw them, he immediately gave upon his previous plans about leaving.

"Morning kiss?" - Touya smiled at him. He didn't even waited for a response, but quickly gave a small kiss on Tomura's lips.

Shigaraki was at first shocked  but his facial expressions suddenly changed and he looked impressed. Small rose-like blushes appeared on his face and there was seen a little smile too.

"I still not believe I am doing this but... can I ask for one more?"- the blue haired man said quietly.

"Even for thousand more.."

That day, given by it was a weekend and Touya had no other jobs to do, he willingly stayed with Tomura.
He was by his side when he met his mother.