Semi Eita

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HEAVY ANGST AND PAST CHARACTER DEATH!!

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Dancing with your ghost - Sasha Sloan

I walk down the stairs humming a familiar tune.

I glanced towards the clock. It reads 11:45.

15 more minutes, I think. 15 minutes and I get to see you.

A small smile crept its way up to my face. I calmly make my way over towards the record player.

I place my palm on top of the lid and wipe the dust off. I need to clean.

I hate cleaning. It's more fun when I do it with you.

I sigh and open the record player.

I turn towards the stack of records next to it.

I sort through the pile trying to decide on what music to play even though I have already decided.

I will play the same one as always. Your favorite album.

I could listen to it on repeat for the rest of my life and never get tired to hear the notes I have memorized.

Every time the first notes would begin my head fills with thoughts of you.

Ashy hair and stunning brown eyes.

I inhale sharply and sigh out slowly.

I check the time once again.

11:51

"Nine more minutes Y/N," I say to myself, "nine more minutes and you can see him."

I have always loved the nighttime. It is always calm and serene. A blanket of darkness covers everything and the stars glitter in a dark sky. Even storms were more beautiful shrouded in darkness.

I especially love sitting outside in the darkest hours of night. The air nips at my skin and it makes me feel alive.

You would always come down and sit with me, even when I insisted on you sleeping. You never could leave me alone for long.

You always come back to me.

I always wake up when it rains. I have since I was a child.

I could never tell if the rain made me restless or if it made me calmer. Either way it is one of the things I love the most in life.

You, of course, are always the thing I love most.

When I would wake in the middle of the night to a small tapping noise on the window I would creep downstairs and slowly slide open the door. I would tip toe onto the balcony and walk out to the railing. I would lean my body against the smooth wood and spread my arms out to the side feeling the cold drops of water on my skin.

It was always a euphoric experience. My body would relax and my mind would instantaneously clear.

Every time I did this I would hear the stairs creak under your footsteps and the slide of a door. Then I would feel solid warm arms slide around me. A face nestled in my neck and breathe ghosting against me.

I think I love you most in those moments. In the calm and dark night, I love you the most.

I break from my thoughts and look to the clock once more.

11:59.

It was finally time.

I feel joy flow through all my veins and I begin preparing.

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