Angst One Shots | haikyuuxreader

Akaashi Keiji

Angst? I think it's definitely not happy. Very depressing to be precise. But it has a happy ending!!! Yay!!!

Mentions/depictions of violence, drugs and sexual assault.

This isn't based off a song it's just sad.

You had been living in an abusive household for your entire life. Everyday consisted of screaming, physical violence and sometimes even sexual things.

You went out often to get away from your cruel reality. You used drugs and alcohol to escape your dismal world.

It worked for the most part but every time you sobered you arrived back in hell.

You have major anger issues, abandonment issues and are highly manipulative. You know this but you don't know how to fix it or stop so you just go with it.

You get in fights at school quiet often over the stupidest shit, but you can't help it, it feels good to release your anger somewhere.

You had a horrid reputation but couldn't care less about it. So what if there were rumors? They couldn't be worse than anything your mom told you anyway.

Almost everyone at school avoided you because either A.) they were scared of you B.) they think you had been to jail or C.) they think you have gotten away with murder.

In your opinion the only correct option was A but it's not like you actually cared to dismiss the false rumors.

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//TW// MENTIONS OF RAPE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THIS WILL BE TRIGGERING

It was three months into your second year. This school year was going a lot more smoothly than the last.

You rarely got into fights and stopped showing up to school drunk or high. Your grades were improving and your teachers seemed pleased.

Then, of course, everything went to shit as soon as it began to get better.

Four months into the school year your mom finally left.

This sent your dad into a fit of rage. He no longer had someone to assault or rape so he turned it onto you.

The first time it happened was a day before you had a big test in English. Obviously that meant you did not study and therefore failed said test.

It didn't bother you much you failed so many tests already it wasn't anything new.

What did bother you was the burning and shooting pain that was constant. It hurt to do anything. Sitting, walking, standing even laying down was absolutely unbearable.

It got worse from there. It happened almost everyday and your body couldn't handle it. You began to break down. You didn't sleep, eat or take care of yourself at all.

After three weeks of the same routine, go to school, come home, get assaulted, not eat or sleep and repeat, you looked and felt like death.

No one at school, not even the staff, said a single thing about your sudden change in behavior.

Except one stoic black haired boy in your year.

One day while you were sitting on the sidewalk outside the gate after school he came and sat beside you.

You jump at the sudden appearance of another person.

Startled you glanced over to see the boy looking straight at you with a blank expression. It took you a whole of 10 seconds to analyze everything about the boy and closely observing his body language for any sign of danger or aggression. You couldn't find any but remained on alert.