𝓕𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝓮

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"You ruined me. I let you." These words haunt me every day, every night, my every slumber. It's your broken voice that shatters me. I ruined you with my ruined life. The fact that I know this would happen, kills me more.

I always said, "if I were you, I would not love me too." Only, you proved me wrong. 'Cuz you loved me. And I dared to love you back. Knowing full well my love does more breaking than fixing. But I couldn't help but fall. And rise in love. Rise in you.
And, that was your 𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓵.

As effed up it sounds, I loved it all. Your love and your fall. I loved it all. "The beauty of nature reveals in fall," you used to say. Hell, it did. I love how you fell, 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭  𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓵𝔂.

//I wish you would unlove me
Only to see you fall for me
Again. And again.//

P. S -  I'm sorry I ruined you.
I have no right to,
but let me ask you.
Let me love you,
This time, not ruin
But to fix
𝓜𝓮
𝓨𝓸𝓾
   𝓤 𝓼

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