Days 41, 42

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I've been sick for two days now... My stomach has been so tight, it refuses to bring in anything. I keep throwing u anything I attempt to eat. I don't want to kill myself by starvation, I just want to lose this weight. Its frustrating.... I can't stand very well, so I have borrowed crutches from the nurse. She didn't ask questions, I simply told her I was having issues with balance. I'm glad she didn't ask anything else. All that comes out of my mouth is transparent watery liquid. Its warm, and tastes like bile. I really dont like it. Its pathetic I write about this, I'm pathetic. I have to take out my problems n a stupid book, a sheet of paper, a non human object. It amazes me , how some people bare to live with me around. I can barely live with myself, and I'm me. I cannot imagine how other people feel......
                  -Asher Reneè Kingston

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