I've been sick for two days now... My stomach has been so tight, it refuses to bring in anything. I keep throwing u anything I attempt to eat. I don't want to kill myself by starvation, I just want to lose this weight. Its frustrating.... I can't stand very well, so I have borrowed crutches from the nurse. She didn't ask questions, I simply told her I was having issues with balance. I'm glad she didn't ask anything else. All that comes out of my mouth is transparent watery liquid. Its warm, and tastes like bile. I really dont like it. Its pathetic I write about this, I'm pathetic. I have to take out my problems n a stupid book, a sheet of paper, a non human object. It amazes me , how some people bare to live with me around. I can barely live with myself, and I'm me. I cannot imagine how other people feel......
-Asher Reneè Kingston
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The Diary of Asher Reneè Kingston
Dla nastolatkówAsher's back, but... this s his journey up until the Boy who cried...razors?' suicide scene. it will be incredible, I'll give you this much. This, this is the boy you may have grown to love, in every possible way. Things unknown will be discovered...