Sakuatsu || Cherish Love || //Angst//

Past part 1 (Atsumu)

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Abuse
Self-harm

Narrative:
Narrative

It was January 2003. The Miya twins father had left the house in anger and said he was never coming back after hitting them multiple times and beating their mother up. Atsumu was in rage and ran outside after his father who had went into the car and drove off. Atsumu ran to the little pathway in the forest in the front yard. He fell on his knees crying in anger and punching the snow. Osamu ran out after Atsumu trying to get him to stop. Osamu hugged Atsumu and convinced him to stop and to get him inside, they hugged their mom. Their mother bandaged them up. That day was the worst for them. Atsumu hated his father for leaving them like that, but he later on accepted the fact that he was their father. Fast forward to 5 years later.

Atsumu POV

I was in my room with the door locked with a blade in his hand with his arms covered in blood. Yes, I am only 12 years old but it helped with my anger, stress and sadness. Samu was suspicious of me but I just lied and told I was okay.

No ones POV

"Oi Tsumu!" Osamu yelled to Atsumu.
"What do ya want Samu?!" Atsumu replied.
"Are ya ok..?" Osamu asks
"Yeah of course I am Samu." Atsumu replied
"..promise..?" Osamu asks
"Promise" Atsumu replied with.
Osamu then went to his room and Atsumu sighed in relief. "He bought it" he thought to himself. Plus he couldn't talk about problems to Osamu, because he couldn't burden him with them. He remembers that they both have school tomorrow and he is not looking forward to it. It's not because he doesn't waking up early, it's because he has to deal with the students and their hurtful words. But he knows that soon he will go to high school and hopefully it's better.

°~times skip to the next day~°

No ones POV

Atsumu was laying in his bed since he was up since 2 in the morning. He was laying in bed staring at the ceiling until the alarm went off. When it did he got up turned it off and got ready for school. Once he was done him and Osamu were walking to school not talking to each other. All what Atsumu could thing to get the day over and done with, he didn't wanna hear the students talking bad about him and telling him to stop eating and etc... . Atsumu just wanted to get the hell out of there so he could cry into his pillow as he heard people make fun of him. He felt tears form in his eyes but he stopped them from falling and from forming more so people wouldn't call him a cry baby. They were also talking about his weight which is something Atsumu is very self conscious about. He decided to go to the bathroom and he went in a stall and cried in there. He was crying until he heard the bell so he got out of the stall, splashed his face in water and walked to class as if nothing happened. As he was walking to class he realized his sleeves were still rolled up so he pulled them down covering his cuts and thanked god that no one was in the hallway at that moment. He then continued walking to his class and told the teacher that he is sorry for being late to class. The teacher let him off the hook this time but told him if it happened again he would have to go to detention. Atsumu just nodded and went to his spot and sat down. He saw a sticky note on his desk and grabbed it and read what was on it. He felt his heart drop when he read it. It was full of insults and hateful words. Atsumu just crumbled up the paper and planned to throw it out after class ended. The bell rang letting the students know that class has ended and that it was lunch period. Atsumu threw the sticky note out and went to his brother and sat with him at lunch. They were talking about what they learnt in class since they were in different classes so the teachers wouldn't get confused on who is who since they were identical. Osamu said that he was really excited for volleyball and Atsumu agreed with him and smiled. Osamu then said "ya good Tsumu? Yer actin weird." Osamu said worriedly for his brother. Then Atsumu replied with "I'm fine Samu, don't worry about me too much or yer hair will turn gray." "Oh shut yer trap." Osamu replied Atsumu.

°~Time skip to after school~°

No one POV

Atsumu was in his room crying about what the students said to him today and from the sticky note. He was also crying cause his arms were stinging really badly cause he had accidentally cut a little too deep. He wanted to tell his mom or brother but couldn't burden them.