I Wish(Shinkami)

Nevermind

A/N: I had a shit ton of math homework due today, but I just, didn't do it. And since I've given up on that, why not write? 

Denki's POV:

(time skip to like two months in the future)

I had to confess, right? Bakugo said that it would be best if I just told him, but I was so nervous, Bakugo also said that nothing bad could happen, because I could either "get dick," as he called it, or have Shinso as my boyfriend. But I was still terrified because if I'm being honest, I don't want to just, "get dick" with Shinso, I want to wake up with him every morning, and hold him because he'd be mine. The worst part is, about two months ago, after I fell on top of him, he told me to not worry about the whole thing. I mean it mattered a lot to me, but if he didn't see it as anything, then I had to forget it right? I don't even know what it's like to "get dick" I haven't ever thought of girls in that way, and the whole thing was really scary, but when I thought about it, my stomach turned and my body felt hot. Why did love have to be so confusing? I'm already dumb enough without having to think about all this stuff. 

I sighed and hopped in the shower, why was I so weird and unproportioned? My body was skinny, but my muscles were large and toned, and my thighs were tiny, and my shoulders weren't broad at all. My waist was small and I hardly had any meat on me, I was also kind of short and small looking. I shrugged and washed my hair and body, making sure to scrub every surface clean, and scrubbed my scalp and behind my ears, then grabbed my face wash, and washed my face. After I finished in the shower I stood there and let the hot water run down my head and back for a second while I took the moment in, although I tend to get lost in the craziness of everything, and I was kind of dumb and out of it all the time, there were moments where I really felt myself. I turned the faucet off and got my towel, then left the bathroom, and walked back to my dorm. It was like 3 in the morning so I didn't expect anyone to be up, but on my way to my dorm, I ran into someone, and my clothes and hygiene bag all fell, along with my towel. "Shit," I muttered, then I looked up and saw who it was, and immediately blushed. It was a little dark but light enough to see everything in the hallway, I immediately turned around to look for my towel, then realized Shinso was holding it out to me and looking off to the side, I grabbed it quickly and wrapped it around my hips again. "S-sorry!" I muttered out, "it's fine, um, I can't sleep, can I stay in your dorm tonight?" 

"Oh! Yeah sure," my face was bright red, but I hoped he couldn't tell in the dim light. "Why are you blushing so much?" He asked, "oh- I don't know, maybe because I just dropped my towel in front of you," I said sarcastically, he scoffed, "yeah but why would that make you blush? I know for a fact you've done that in front of Sero and Kirishima before," he asked. "Well, because, it's different...with you," I said awkwardly. "Oh? Why's that? Aren't I your best friend?" he asked, clearly teasing me. "Well yeah, you are, but I don't know, it just is," I said panicking. He laughed, "come on, you're dripping water, and you're shivering," He said, then we walked the rest of the way to my dorm. 

Shinso's POV:

I couldn't stop thinking about his smooth wet chest, which was still dripping with water, while we walked down the hall to his dorm room. I actually didn't see anything past his v-line, which I was grateful for because I knew that would be an invasion of privacy. I just grabbed his towel and averted my eyes when he dropped it. We walked in and I laid down on his bed, we actually spent a lot of time together, so it was normal for us to just walk into each other's rooms and do whatever. He clicked the light on, and my eyes immediately scanned his gorgeous body. It was wet and toned, and his skin was smooth and milky, his v-line was sharp, and his wet hair was wavier and darker when wet. "Turn around so I can change," he said, I realized how long I had been staring at his body and how red his face now was. I flipped around so that my face was buried into a pillow while he changed. "Okay, I'm done," he said then scrambled over to his bed, I looked up at him and my face became hot and red. "Is that mine?" I asked, he was wearing one of my dark purple hoodies, which was way too big on him, and covered his thighs. I assumed he was just wearing boxers under it. "Oh, yeah, you left it here like a few weeks ago," he said giggling, I sighed, "why didn't you bring it back?" I asked chuckling, "I don't know, it's comfortable, and I keep forgetting," I sighed, "you can keep it then, I have a lot of purple jackets," I turned so that his face was in front of mine, he went red then turned and faced the ceiling. 

"You're stupid," I mumbled, "what did I do?!" He asked defensively, I laughed, "you just are, now go to bed idiot," He pouted then pulled out his phone, I did the same thing. We did this at every sleepover, I would tell him to get to sleep, then he would get on his phone, I couldn't argue though because I did the same exact thing every night, but for some reason, tonight, I felt like doing something about it. "Are you tired?" I asked, he laughed, "am I ever tired?" I snorted, "good point, come with me, and get some pants," he grabbed sweatpants off his floor, then we left his room. He followed me up to the top floor, where my dads slept a lot of the time, same with a few other teachers, depending on who was in charge that night. I've been there a bunch of times because of my dad's, and what no one else knew, was that there were steps that led to the roof up there. "Where are we going? We're not allowed on this floor," Denki whispered, I help my finger up to my mouth to signal to him to keep quiet. 

I opened the heavy door to the roof, after we climbed up the steps, the air hit us right away, but it wasn't a windy night, so after the door shut, the air felt still and dense. "The roof?!? I didn't even know you could get up here!" Kami said excitedly. I chuckled, "yeah, come here," I walked over to a small shed-like building on top of the roof, it was a small room with large windows all along to walls and a marble floor. It was meant to be a greenhouse, but my dads and the rest of the school never found a use for it. For now, though, it was insulated and warm, and I had a little set up in the room, that I always left here in case I could sleep. There was a roll-out bed, a few blankets, two pillows, a few books, and a set of twinkle lights. I clicked the lights on, and sat down on the bed, Denki sat next to me, we could see the city outside the huge windows and were able to stay warm. "This is cool, how come you never told me about it!" Kaminari lightly hit my arm, I laughed, "I don't know, you never asked." I explained, "you're always saying that when I find out cool things about you, so now I'm officially curious about your life Hitoshi Shinso! Tell me everything, from the moment you were born to now," He told me. 

"Oh well, it's kind of a long one," I mentioned, "we have all night," I nodded then took a deep breath. "Well, when I was in 5th grade, my birth parents-" I started, then quickly got interrupted, "wait, wait, Aizawa and Present mic aren't your birth parents?" he asked, "nope, my parents weren't as good as them. I was outed by a group of kids from my school who were scared of my quirk, I still haven't figured out who even told them in the first place, but it doesn't matter anymore. They basically disowned me, around the same time that Aizawa and Present mic were looking to adopt, I was put into foster care, but didn't stay long, because Present Mic found me and 'immediately got attached' as he would say. Anyway, I went into middle school right after they adopted me, and got bullied right away, people would call me 'villain' and 'creepy' so I learned to just, keep quiet and not stick around people. I didn't even tell my dads for a while because I didn't want them to take me right back to foster care, just like my birth parents did when they found out I was gay," I explained, "then my dads told me about UA, and I wanted to get into the hero course and be just like them when I grew up, I wanted to show people I wasn't a villain, and save people. But I only made it into general studies, I was actually waitlisted for a long time, so when that pervy kid got expelled, I was the first one to replace him, so yeah, here I am," 

He immediately hugged me after I finished, "I'm sorry," he mumbled into my chest, I went red, "for what?" I asked, "you just...had a bad childhood, you didn't deserve all that," he explained. "No it's okay, I have a really cool little sister, she wants to be a hero too, and my dads are great, no matter how hard I try to hide it, I love them, and I'm here now," I told him. He flashed a warming smile at me, "Hey Shinso?" He started, "yeah," I asked, then noticed how deeply he was staring into my eyes. His cheeks turned pink and he looked down at his lap, "um...nevermind, I forgot," he mumbled, clearly lying, but I let it go because he wouldn't have lied if he wanted to say it. We sat and talked for a while until Denki fell asleep, it was almost sunset, so I laid my eyes down, and held Denki close to me, almost like it was in my programing to hold him like that, then buried my face into the back of his shoulder, and fell asleep. 

A/N: I don't know why I'm so unmotivated and tired these days, but I hope these chapters don't suck. I love all of you:)