Promises (Eren x Oc)

(𝑣𝑖𝑖) Chapter seven

Rei's POV:

"Rei come on." Jean said grabbing my arms I tried to head butt him but Reiner forbade me to. "You are coming with us, they'll be fine." Jean said. "But I have to help them!" I exclaimed trying to get out of his grip.

'Why does he have to be so damn tall for!' I thought since I couldn't touch the floor.

"Ugh fine!" I said as I took one more glance at Mikasa, Armin and Eren.

Timeskip

I was leaning against a building with my arms crossed, a leg on the wall, and my eyes closed.

I was just trying to calm my self down.

Like I said before my mind is my worst enemy.

'They might kill them' I thought. 'No I hope not.' 'Damnit why can't I ever help just once!' I punched the wall.

'I'm so useless! So pathetic! A disappointment!' I thought before laughing lowly. 'But that's what I am and that's what I'll ever be.' I thought. 'Right father...' I thought.

"Wow you have some punch." I heard Ymir said as she inspected the wall that I left a dent in. I sighed trying to calm myself down

"You okay?" Christa asked kindly. "Could be better." I said. "Why don't you punch Connie or Jean?" Ymir suggested.

"That actually sounds great." I said sarcastically as I cracked my knuckles. "Hey Jean!" I yelled. "See this is why you're my other favorite." Ymir stated.

I went over to Jean and punched him in the gut. He grunted "What was that for...?" He mustered out. "This is what you get, for bringing me here and not letting me help the others." I stated harshly.

Then I went back to Ymir and Christa.

"So how did that feel?" Ymir asked with a amusing smirk. "Felt good but still, punching someone doesn't help me." I said.

"Rei they'll be, okay." Christa reassured grabbing my hands. "Thanks, I hope so." I mumbled looking away from her. "See isn't my Christa the best." Ymir said hugging Christa. I nodded.

Then I heard a cannon being shot in the direction Armin, Mikasa, and Eren were. I looked in the direction shocked.

'They're still alive I know they are' I thought. "Hey, if you want to cry you can we won't judge." Ymir said "I'll be surprised if you can, since you don't really show that much emotions." Ymir stated bluntly. "Ymir!" Christa warned elbowing Ymir's side.

"No she's telling the truth, I don't show emotion because I don't want to be bothered by people.....but more I got to know you guys showing some emotion isn't all that bad." I said.

"I'm just worried." I mumbled. "I'm surprised Jean didn't yell at you.....ah I see." Ymir said smirking. She went over to Jean "I'm confused." Christa said. "Me too." I said as we looked at what Ymir was doing.

"You two talk over there, don't pay attention over here!" Ymir yelled. I looked at Christa she was a bit shorter than me.

"Why am I so slow, I just got from what Ymir was implying." Christa said. I raised a eyebrow "Implying what?" I asked. "I forgot sorry!" she said. "Well I don't really believe you but okay." I said.