I don't deserve my life
I know I don't deserve it
I owe it all to God, who's worked so hard and tough
Sometimes it feels like I don't work hard enoughI don't want to suffer anymore
I know God knows that
And in choosing between life or death, it really is
Like choosing suffering or cowardiceEven if I did want to jump off the Bay Bridge one day
Will I go to Heaven?
I know I've made many mistakes in my life
And for me, it feels like nothing's ever rightMy praise to the Lord, is right and just
But this life I've lived is cold and cruel
And when Heaven's so far away
I'm destined to suffer, on or below the Bay.
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Stressfun (5 POEM SAMPLER)
PoetryThis past year (2020) has been a chaotic one for a lot of us, and I believe that we will all require much therapy for 2020 and beyond. I've been working on a poetry exercise that will gauge my creativity. I wanna call my project Stressfun, because I...