Heaven

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I don't deserve my life
I know I don't deserve it
I owe it all to God, who's worked so hard and tough
Sometimes it feels like I don't work hard enough

I don't want to suffer anymore
I know God knows that
And in choosing between life or death, it really is
Like choosing suffering or cowardice

Even if I did want to jump off the Bay Bridge one day
Will I go to Heaven?
I know I've made many mistakes in my life
And for me, it feels like nothing's ever right

My praise to the Lord, is right and just
But this life I've lived is cold and cruel
And when Heaven's so far away
I'm destined to suffer, on or below the Bay.

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