Forbidden Love

I use to love ha (Ant)

{Pic of Siyn aka Ant in MM]

Wassup! My name is Siyn but for the sake of our little secret you can call me Ant. My middle name is Antonio so technically im not lying about my name being Ant. Just ain't being completely honest about it being my first name. Anyway im a serious New York Nigga with the city on my shoulders to prove it. I'm a 6'1 dark skinned GOD with all the ladies hollering my name like clock work. I'm 25 with two college degrees under my belt. Did I mention I'm a New York Giant? Yea the streets made this young man but spit my ass right into school and a very big check. Im the proud brother of two of the most beautiful intellectual young ladies in the world. Yea I'm cocky about my girls. They are 15 and three quarters lol I'm old as hell! I'm also the ex now to the first female I've ever had a chance to love... Yo fuck it the only female to leave a mark since my moms. Why don't nobody know cause she is my sister's fucking BESTFRIEND!!! Yes! That means she young as hell but her mind and body defeat that. I KNOW I sound sick which is why I ended it with her. I also started treating her like my sister's friend again. Man I even started fucking mad tricks to prove I was done with anything Isis. But let's be honest it is slowly getting boring and I want Isis back!

See I've known Isis her whole life pretty much and her whole life she has been this crazy no hold bars mega respect chick. Not only that she has a brain like Einstein's and that's always intrigued me. When she was 11 her and my sisters started gaining hips and butt and me and both our moms almost lost our minds! I mean they almost got some niggas killed. And after that I was watching with the glock cocked ready to catch a charge for these girls. It never occurred to me I'd be the one who I'd have to shoot. I wasn't even thinking about it. One day about 6 months ago we were sitting in the car crying about my moms passing. An next thing I know we were kissing I mean full tongue. I took a good look at her and I realized it. After that day she was all I thought about. Had me racing home from school or practice to see her come in the house or down the stairs. Then my big mouth sisters sat us down and was like "We know y'all like each other so just kiss and get it over with!" That set the status she was mine and I knew I was in for a mess. We was going strong for 3 months she was everything I wanted in one person. Then one day we were fooling around an I lost control and thought it would be a good idea to take the this thing further.

So I made the horny decision and ask her if we could have sex. Let me say this at that moment I didn't realize I was talking to a 15 year old virgin. Stupid I know! Needlessly to say she did the smart thing and turned me all the way down. At that moment I realized I was not suppose to be doing this so the next day I broke up with her. I cried for a couple hours cause she sat in my sister's room crying because of me. I felt like the worst individual in the world. So to become the person I had been before hand I started just fucking hoes . I needed to not feel around this time. But I'm not heartless so its not working in my favor. Got this recurring Spanish chick name Brandy who I let slide through every now and then. She only knows what I tell her so we get along. My sister's hate her though and I have no objection. Shoot she ain't my girl just a filler a couple of time a week. As a matter of fact Im dropping her off at her car. As soon at we got in my 2015 Audi coop she start going off about my sister's jonnin her "Siyn!!! Are you listening to me right now!!!" She screamed. "First off who the hell you yelling at! Second what the hell am I suppose to do about my sister's fucking with you? They can say whatever they want they 16 years old not 2!" I was tired of this conversation and her all in one swoop and wanted them both out my car. I started driving a little faster cause I couldn't reach her car fast enough. "Siyn I just don't overstand why they act like that, we have been dating for 2 months and they still act like they don't know my name." She said in a sad tone. Where she got this thought we was dating from I don't know or care! I'm set that straight some other time right now all I want is her out.