Forbidden Love

Gifts with no sight(Isis & ant)

(Cookie MM)

                                                                              ~Isis~

At this moment I am realizing I fucked up.  I really didn't want to be at dinner with Siyn knowing what I did and said to him this afternoon. But I couldn't just opt out of dinner my moms wasn't having it. Especially when I cooked and I put down in that kitchen. "ooooo Okay Im gonna go check and see if we got some..... Ice Cream I made some peach cobbler earlier and you know it aint right without that vanilla bean." I rambled. My mom and my sister just looked at me and then each other "She is going coo coo in this house alone since she dont start school til next semester" My mom chalked it up to. My sister just nodded her head agreeing. I turned around going to the kitchen and breathed cause i just knew i was fucked. Just when i was settling into my demise the doorbell rang and my heart dropped. THEY ARE HERE!!!! 

I could hear the greetings and happiness everyone was showing from the kitchen and i aint wanna go in and see if i was gonna get the same yet. so i checked my pie again and started scrolling through my messages until the kitchen door opened and in walked Siyn  smelling like everything i love on a man! "Hey Ice what you doing in here?" he said with a big grin on his beautiful face. "Nothing just about to bring out the food." i said "Let me help you with those." Siyn came right behind me  and reached for the lamb with both arms on each side of me i could feel his chest against my back and his manhood against my ass and i couldnt help but blush. Then i snapped out of it and remembered what i was so mad about and squated and got from between him. Grabbing the bowl of rice and made my way to the dining room with everybody else. I could hear him whispering "Ice,Ice,Ice come back" but i wasn't about to get caught up in him when tomorrow he'd be ignoring me again. When i got to the table my mom was telling Cookie about this new project for the school she was working on. I sled into my chair and waited for Siyn to come out so i could get the rest of the food  and just at that moment he came out with the lamb looking hella frustrated. "Ill be right back ma" I got up right away to grab the salad and something to drink. Only to see Siyn again when i turned around with his arms folded like i was in major trouble. "why you avoiding me yo?" Siyn asked a little to calm for my liking.

                                                                 ~Siyn~

"Im not i just came for the rest of the food and something to drink." Isis said while grabbing the ginger ale and salad. "Ight then, why you smash a cupcake in my face earlier?" She tried to look any where but at me. "I apologize for that i was upset about you treating me like i didn't exist." She said when she finally looked at me. "You really thought I was ignoring you ice? I was just trying to give you space because I know this aint what you need or want right now." I said partly telling the truth. I really was trying to avoid having to tell her I was  getting all those feelings I swore not to have again. I wanted to continue kissing and touching her for as long as possible. "Im sorry ight that was never my intention to make you feel like that. My bad and to be honest I really did want that cupcake the icing was lit lol" i said and she laughed which sent a tingle down my spine. "Let me help you with that." I took the salad from her and opened the door to the dining room. "Thanks Siyn" she said smiling at me and blushing like I love to make her do. "What took yall ass so long?"  Mama Na asked. " We was just getting everything and clowning." We all sat at the table and said our prayers and ate with light convo between everyone. When dinner was done I called kaam into the kitchen to help with the dishes and to get this convo about my Father out the way cause its been awkward since finding out. 

"Look I have a feeling what this is about and i just wanna say im sorry and i never meant to see someone who happened to be my god brothers father." she rambled while apologizing  which was super cute to me cause I wasnt even mad at her.  "Kaam you can chill I'm not even mad at ya, you my peoples. I know you'd never do anything to hurt me or the girls. I just called you to help so we could find a way to not make this weird. And hey gotta get reaquainted with my step mom." I joke while nudging her she laughed and helped me dry the dishes. When we were finished cleaning up I knew alot about her and my father and their relationship so far. We walked back into the living room with the rest of the crew who was knocked out. so I made the decision to just go upstairs to my room and go to sleep. Yes I have a room here after my mom passed we lived with Naiyma and Isis until I found my place but we always have a room in her house just incase we ever need to come back in her words its our safe haven. I never complained for days like tonight it makes sense. I got my stuff ready for practice tomorrow and took a shower. Putting my locs in two braids and changing into some basketball shorts and no shirt i laid in my king size bed looking at the sealing just thinking about nothing in particular until i heard a creek of my door and looked up to see Isis standing there in boy shorts and a long sleeve shirt with one shoulder hanging looking at me like she needed me. "You sleep?" she whispered. "No, Whats up?" I sat up and came to the foot of the bed. "Im scared its lightening outside and everybody else has gone to bed and they left me by myself." she said pouting.

I just smiled and patted the space right next me. Isis always had this thing about lightening  she didnt like the light randomly coming in the dark. So anytime it happened she would run to the closest person and huddle till it ended. Usually that person was me so it wasn't weird for this to be happening right now. She closed the door and ran to lay next to me. Now lets be clear i have dark curtains so unless its bad you really cant see the craziness outside."Tell me how you been." I asked her while stroking her hair while she laid in my lap. "Nothing to tell Ill be graduating next semester so I'll hardly have classes at all when i get there. and my job is boring. I'd rather be cooking all day than on the phone with assholes all day fixing their problems. O i have a new friend name ant!" She said so happy. I froze like she had just caught me. My heart skipped a beat and  everything. "Play it cool Siyn! If she don't say nothin don't incriminate yourself." I told myself as i went back to stroking her hair. "Word where you meet him at?"  I asked as casual as i could be.

                                                                     ~Isis~

I always felt more than happy to to tell Siyn anything that was wrong with me or right. On top of cook and kia, Siyn was my best friend and i trusted him with whatever i went through. "On this app called Fling. Before you say anything I have never seen him and he don't know my address. Im not that stupid." I reassured him before he had a chance to doubt me. "I wasn't even gonna say that ice. Just tell me more about him." Siyn said slightly amused by my assumption. i looked in his eyes and i felt like i was talking to my  most trusted friend. " I like him lot but im scared, cause i can only compare him to the one person in the world i cant have. You." I blatantly stated. I could see by the look in his eyes he was extremely surprised and yet intrigued, and that scared me for the responds to come.  "Lets lay down i wanna hold you." Siyn looked me deep in my eyes and lifted my head from his lap. I didn't know how I felt about that responds but I wasn't bout to complain i wanted to cuddle. I came to the head of the bed and got in on the right side of the bed. I don't know why but that's always been my favorite side and everybody always lets me have it. Siyn got in and covered me up and brung the covers to just above his waist. Thats how we were total opposites when it came to sleep i liked to be covered completely and my feet out sometime during the night. Siyn hated anything on his chest while he slept but his feet had to stay covered  or he was up for good. We had known each other so long that we already know the procedure  and it was like breathing. Simple. "You comfy?" He asked after I was settled on his chest. "Yes, very much so. Are you?" I asked trying to see if i could swing the conversation to one were he'd tell me his thoughts on my statement. "Yea, good night ice." He said before closing his eyes. I partly wanted to stare at him until he woke up and finished our conversation. Then there was the side that knew I had to let him sleep he had practice in the morning and class after that. So i snuggled closer to him and went to sleep.