Forbidden Love

Real Tough (Isis)

As Tony was headed to the couch with Cookie stalking behind him I took this chance to go ask this insane girl where she met this man. As I walked into the room I could see the excitement on Kia's face " Soooo what did you think? Fine as hell right!!" She had to throw in real quick "Yea he fine as a mug but where you meet this dude cause he definitely don't go to our school."  "I never said he did..... To think about it I never said he was in high school. But seriously what's the big deal?" At that moment I wanted to kick her in the throat cause the stupid shit coming out her mouth was pissing me off. "Are you on crack you know how fucking crazy your brother is! It matters because your 15 and that niggas like 25!!!!!" I screamed at her dents ass. "Will you stop screaming. He is not 25 he is 20. And he knows my age and he is cool with it. So there is no need to trip! Besides my brother can't say shit his ass was trying to fuck you three months ago" She shrugged it off  like what she just said wasn't a sworn never bring up volt secret. "Shut the hell up you swore on your life never to mention that ever again after I told you!"  I couldn't even look at her after that. I left the room in a huff. See three months ago Siyn and me made the biggest mistake of our life..... We liked each other!

Siyn is 25 and good looking as hell. I know what your thinking raaaape! But so honest it wasn't even like that. Siyn aint no pedaphile nor a rapest he's known me my whole life and for a long time was like my brother. But when I was thirteen Siyn just changed to me hormones was flying, and I was fantasizing all kinds of things with him being the main star. So when I turned 15 I looked 21 and had the mind to prove it if asked my age. So that's what he was attracted to and let's be honest I don't even lean in the direction of guys my age. They make my skin crawl they're so childish and stupid ain't nobody got time for that. Especially with me going to college next year I need someone worth being around then. I did look into him first, I loved the fact he was funny, responsible, and intelligent. See Siyn took KIA an cookie when their mother was sick and he was in college and working two jobs to support the medical bills and the house. My mom helped too seeing that was her best friend but Siyn definitely stepped up for his family. We were 9 then and impressionable and Siyn was my hero who turned into my crush. When their mom passed away Siyn moved KIA and Cookie into a new house and I stayed like every weekend to help my best friends cope. As time moved on I  just came over to hang and do homework then it became coming over whenever Siyn wasn't at work or school.

Mainly because we all nosey ass people everybody in the house knew what was going on so we didn't hide it. When he got into me all we did was make out and  hang when he would come back from practice. (Did I mention he is a football player for the NY giants with a Psychology degree and in school for sports physical therapy. Told ya Intelligent.) Then after a few month he wanted to do what he knew I wouldn't at the time. TRUST I seen the package I wasn't ready! He did some bull to hurt me. One night we was chillin in the house alone which was rare and he was doing what he does best getting me all worked up. He wanted me to go down as always and I was happy to oblige with promises of the same in return. And after it all was done he got up and kissed me looking in my eyes and asked "Baby I know you love me and do all you do with me and you in mind. I just wanted to know if you think your ready? Cause I crave you every second of every day. I don't wanna rush you but I be needing you real tough." In that moment I knew I loved him but I couldn't do it. "Baby I'm sorry I do love you more than you know but Imma need until I'm at least 16 -17 in a half so that I can  be ready physically for all this. Sex wise"  He nodded got dressed and the next day some blonde hair bimbo was hooting and hollering Siyn from the bedroom. The house smelled of sex and weed and I lost all respect for him. I cried for hours and told his sisters my best friends outta confidents to be put in the volt. Now here this trick is bringing it up to justify her little lover boy. Never did I say she as wrong just that her brother was gonna murder them. I mean damn was I that wrong?