ᴊᴏʜɴɴʏ sᴜʜ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇs

He Promised

When i fall, i fall hard. To go back up, isn't an easy thing to do. How are you suppose to get up quickly when he's the reason behind your smiles, your laughs? The reason why you want to get up when the sun rise. He was everything, sadly even everything has an end.

I thought we could be forever, but it turns out we weren't in the same course. I couldn't hold onto him anymore as his hands were slipping away. So i had to let him go, letting go of my yellow.

"I'm sorry." He said,

"I didn't think i'd break your heart." He continued.

Who would've thought of breaking someone's heart when they started to commit for each other? That's just insane.

"Our time's over, Jaehyun-ah." I looked at him, trying to see if there is even a little bit of love.

But there wasn't, our time truly is over.

"I'll drive you home." He implied,

"No, i'm fine. I can get home by myself." I replied,

"But it's late at night, what if-"

"You don't need to take care of me anymore. We're done aren't we?" I cut him off,

"At least let me get someone to drive you home. Johnny? I mean you know him."

That's how it went. Johnny drove me home until i was safe and sound at least to what Jaehyun thinks.

It's not that i'm uncomfortable around him, i know him but it's just he's Jaehyun's best buddy. How am i supposed to remain calm after breaking up with someone you love over the years?

"You can cry if you want, you don't need to hold it in. Cry if you need. I won't tell Jaehyun about it." He said as if he read my mind.

It hurts, it truly does. I can't believe after giving advice for my friends who have broke up, i'm experiencing it myself. Turns out those advice can't do anything about it.

"We're here, this is your place right?" He said.

Memories flows in, giving me aches.

"I can't believe we had to take the long way around." I chuckled,

"Yeah because i just want to be with you as long as i could. If it's possible 24 hour." He replied sweetly, brushing a few strands from my hair.

"Hello? Anybody home?" Johnny's hand waved in front of me.

"Oh i'm sorry." I tried to smile.

"He must've hurt you a lot huh." He scoffed,

"W-what you mean?" I replied,

"You just called me Jaehyun when your mind was wandering." He said.

My mind can lie but my heart doesn't. This might take a while.

"Sorry, i'll get going. Thanks for the ride." I said as i went out quickly, not wanting to embarass myself more.

"Hey y/n-ah." He said before i went in,

"You could tell me anything if you need a shoulder to lean on. I'll be Johnny not as Jaehyun's best friend or anything." He said before he left.

I was afraid, i don't wanna make the same mistake again. Cause the last time i leaned on somebody's shoulder, he hurts me this much.

Months went by quite fast and i decided that it'd be nice to actually try making friends. At least that's what Johnny thinks its best for someone who had gone through a bad breakup.