i gave you all of me
my innermost thoughts
secrets
i hid inside lockets
bound around my neck
i lended books
i read my darkest poetry
i gifted you a friendship bracelet
that you never wear
i wonder if you even have it
you say you care
but all these things
you seem to bury in the dirt
we make plans at coffee shops
only for you to leave me standing in the rain
while you play with your other friends in kansas city
i still don't give up on you