58: Distanced

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HARRYS POV
"Where's my phone?" I panicked, looking through my suitcase frantically.
"Uhh...you smashed it" I turned to Mitch.
"What?"
"Don't you remember? Yesterday you almost drunk called Eroda then threw it on the floor"

Oh yeah...

I needed to know she was alright. I'd contacted Michelle and she told me to speak to her when I got home. But I didn't want to wait. I missed Eroda dearly. Even if she wasn't here, knowing she was mine was enough. I was going home in a few days but I longed for her presence so badly. 

"Harry, you know we're all for you" Mitch said, putting an arm round me.
"Thanks mate" I replied as we headed to the dressing room. It was so difficult without her. She was supposed to be here, cheering me on. We could have worked things out. But we didn't.
"Now go put on that bright fucking suit and have fun" Mitch patted my shoulder before he went to get his suit. I sighed and took the bright purple suit off the hanger. Show time I guess.

I couldn't even be arsed to get my phone fixed. I was too far gone.

ERODAS POV
"I-I tried texting Harry but he hasn't responded" I sighed.
"Eroda, he isn't worth it then. I-i'm sorry but if he's not going to reply to you when you need him - he isn't good for you"
"B-but maybe he's busy! I mean, he is on tour"
"Surely if he saw you texted him, he'd reply straight away and speak to you"

James was right. Tears seeped out of my eyes and down my cheeks. Harry was done with me and I was on my own. I wanted to keep it - it was an accident but I'd always wanted to have a baby. And I loved Harry with my entire heart, even though he dosent want to speak to me. But I would have to raise it alone. I'd have to stop teaching too for a while. But I needed an income. I would want to stop teaching so I could stay at home and look after my child but...I had to provide. God, this was so stressful.

"Eroda, it's okay" James spoke.
"I-it's not okay! I-im pregnant and the father won't speak to me! W-what am I supposed to do!?" I cried. James put his arm round me whilst I sobbed my heart out.
"I-i don't know how to raise a baby alone a-and manage a job"
"I can help you"
"But you can't! How would you help?"
"I'll do what I can! It will be okay"

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