Along came Harry | H.S

64: 3 Months

"Oh go away Harry! Just leave me alone!" I snapped, leaving the bed. My mood swings were playing up and Harry was well aware.
"Come back to bed" He batted his eye lashes flirtatiously.
"Stop messing around!" I forgot I had nothing on my legs until Harrys cheeky voice spoke up.
"You have a cute butt" That little prick had a big grin on his face as I started blushing.
"Shut up!" For God sake why was he so attractive?

I wanted to be mad at him but he was too gorgeous.

"Make me" he replied sassily.
"Okay, come and kiss me big boy"
Harrys eyes widened at my statement.
"What?" I gave in and got back into bed.
"I hate you for being so gorgeous" I sulked.
"Why thank you love, I do it for you"
"Okay don't get carried away now! Scoot over a little bit, please"
Harry moved over and gave me space. "Let me see your belly" he pleaded.
"So demanding, aren't we?" I replied before I took off my t shirt, forgetting I had no bra on. My face went red but Harry took no notice.

His warm fingers traced my small bump, his eyes glassy. He planted some kisses on my stomach before sitting up.
"Want me massage your tits?" He joked. I know he was trying to be funny but my mood swings butted in.
"Fuck off!" I reached for my top. Well THAT was new.
"Hey! You said they were hurting earlier" I ignored him and slipped my top over my head. "Hey, don't shut me out"
"Go away" I mumbled.
"Don't be mad, it's lame"
"Harry, go away!" I sniffled, leaving the bed and storming off.

"Eroda" he sounded worried but I ignored him. I went into my bathroom and started crying my eyes out. He was just trying to be funny and cheer me up but I felt shit. I wanted to go back to my room and cuddle him though. l

Eventually I went back to my room to see him holding my pillow - he was spacing out.
"Boo" I said, startling him.
"You okay?" He asked me.
"Yeah, just pregnant" I got back into bed and rubbed my eyes.
"C'mere angel. You must be exhausted" Harrys tattooed arm went round me so I shifted closer to him and leaned on his side. "D'you wanna nap when we come back from Mums"
"Mhmm...kiss me"

After our little kissing session, we got ready and went to his Mums house. Gemma was there too. They were both putting bananas on the table for me which was so sweet. We all got talking and snacking but Gemma noticed me looking uneasy.
"Eroda, d'you want some water?" She asked.
"Sure" We both got up and dashed out of the room. We had the girl instinct.

"You look terrified" she said to me.
"What if my mood swings get too much for Harry!?" I blurted out.
"Eroda, you'll be fine! Okay? You two communicate well...after you've had the baby you won't be as moody"
"Yeah but...imagine its screaming in the middle of the night and..."
"You worry too much! It will be okay, I promise"
"Yeah because what if he leaves me like everyone else does!?

Too loud.

"Everything all right in there?" Harry called.
"Um yes! We'll be right out!" Gemma replied before she turned to me. "You'll be fine. Okay? Talk to Harry later"
We went back into the room and I sat a bit further from Harry. He noticed and scooted closer to me, his hand slipping into mine. He definitely heard us.
"Right, I think we should have some lunch" Gemma decided, standing up. "I'll help Mum"

Harry and I were alone in the room

"What's this about me leaving you?"
For God sake.
"Um...I..." What the heck was I meant to say? I chewed my lip anxiously before Harry smoothed his thumb over my bottom lip, stopping me.
"Do you wanna talk about it later love?"
"I-i don't want to talk about it at all...if that's okay" I said quietly. I knew I was going to cry but I didn't want to in front of him. "I-I'll be right back"

I dashed to the loo and sat on the toilet sobbing. Why was my life so difficult? I used to always push away my traumas easily but it got harder to hide it as time went on. Or when I met Harry. I'd never met anyone like him - I was convinced for the longest time that he'd hurt me like other have then leave. I escaped those thoughts many times but they kept crawling back. God, I was doomed.

Eventually, I went back downstairs to see everyone was eating. I sat down next to Harry and joined them, not uttering a word.

"Eroda? Are you asleep?" As soon as we got home I went straight to bed even though it was literally six o'clock in the evening. Harry sidled into bed beside me and joined me to see me sobbing quietly.
"I'm not going anywhere. I promise" He said softly, wiping my tears away.
"I-im sorry I just overthink a lot" I sniffled.
"You don't need to apologise for how you feel. You know I'm here if you need to talk to anyone, m'kay? You're stuck with me and I love you" He planted a soft kiss on my nose before gazing into my dark eyes. "You hungry?"

"When am I not at this point?"