as i explored their house, it seemed to get interesting w every single step. the house was average sized; 3 restrooms, 3 bedrooms, a huge living area and an attached kitchen. most of the time all seven of us were in the living area. i enjoyed each and every one of them. from jin hyung's shouting to yoongi hyung's sick comebacks to hosoek's happy nature and jimin's and kook's . well, beauty. tae was the one i was closest to and i noticed that he did not talk much. some times, i felt he was a better version of me; all our habits and hobbies were the same. "so joon." i saw yoongi behind me. we were all in the living room, either on our phones or writing. everyone was enjoying doing whatever they were doing. yes hyung? i replied. what is your gf's name? i chuckled. then i realized he was serious. wait.. why are you asking that? what do u fucking mean why? said jungkook. his voice was a little serious so jin hit him softly. kook, he is your hyung. ah yes sorry..sorry hyung. he said, w sorrow. dont bother. i said w the wave of my hand. but why are you asking abt my gf? tae turned to me, giving me the serious look. hyung, we have a party tmrw. party? what... when? hyung this was planned long back, you just happened to come and so we managed to get you in too. but.. tae you know i hate gatherings. why? i said with disappointment. hyung listen hyung, ill be w u all the time. cmon u two. jimin said. joon hyung, u do have ur gf right? at this point, i was confused. but, i decided to be honest. no. no i dont have a gf. i said softly. oh- jungkook said. almost everyone was dumbstruck. okay people. tae spoke. there is nth wrong. dw hyung, we will find you one. taehyung said, w a wink. yes yes, we sure will find a pretty girl for this muscular, soft joon, right? said jin. all of them agreed and eventually left. i pulled tae towards me and tugged his arm. taehyung, why were they so amazed? are you all taken? well, hyung. see. i dont mean to hurt you, and this is your choice, but you do know that everybody around your age has a gf? right? and tbh i dont mind u not having one. but, tmrw there will be a lot of people here. these guys... he pointed to the group: jungkook and jin hyung fighting and arguing, jimin practicing ballet, hosoek dancing, yoongi listening to music and making beats. i felt a sudden ray of warmth and love around me. i felt safe. and loved. ..they just want you to fit in you know? tae continued. yes yes. i get it. so now? tae spoke. what now? well, ever heard of a hook up? my ears went hot and my cheeks flushed. i was mad but excited at the same time. tae, im ur hyung. wdyfm hook up? see, i hope to date and marry my first love. hyung, trust me. i want the same. but we just need to find u one for tmrw. find me one.. wdyfm tae? hyung, you'll make a good sugar daddy. he smirked.
