so hyung, i hope u dint mind what kook did right there. i said, looking at joon hyung. he was looking ethereal in the beautiful afternoon sunlight, walking on the bridge over the glistening lake. wdym tae? he said, pretending nth ever happened. i stopped walking and tapped on his shoulder. hyung.. see dont take his words on ur heart. dont take them srsly. you knw he's been thru a lot... and then i told him abt jungkook. his parents, aera, brother, himself.. hyung, being the empath he is, started tearing up.
*time skip*
we reached home and as soon as we entered, joon hyung ran to kook's room, opened it w/o warning, to find a hot, wet, and beautiful jungkook standing w a towel. WHAT THE FUCK? he yelled, stopping mid-sentence at once as yoongi hyung signalled him. joon hyung took him in a warm, soft embrace and started speaking. kook.. y did u never tell me.? ik it hasnt been long, but please kook, im ur hyung. trust me too. ik what it feels to lose people, but please, please talk to me. promise me you will? jungkook's dark and hollow eyes turned soft. for the very first time. for the first time, he felt sorry. for himself. he started tearing up. me and the boys just looked at the two. hyung, im so sorry.. i shouldnt have- i go- thru...so muc.. cant..let out.. sorry- joon hyung stopped him mid sentence and looked at him in a way that, even i felt safe. he was our guardian. angel. he whispered loud enough for us to hear. kookie, if u ever need a brother, a hyung, i am always here. wake me up 3 am and ill talk to u. ill give u everything. i see what u have seen. your eyes, they tell. jungkook broke into a puddle of tears, we left the two to themselves. going down the stairs, i found yoongi hyung wasnt around. guessing what mustve had happened, i ran upto his room. hosoek hyung was there too. ...hyung, open hyung. it wasnt ur fault- he was saying. what wasnt, i asked. oh, taehyung. oh- it is jungkook isnt it? i asked. hyung nodded. yes tae. you see, he blames himself now. yoongi hyung is unable to express, and he is doing so. from inside, i heard sniffs. i leaned close to the door, putting my head against it. in a soft voice i whispered, hyung, we will leave now. but, know that it isnt your fault. i speak the truth, and im doing it now too. it isnt your fault that the world broke u so many times. it isnt ur fault u require time. u are loved hyung. we love u as deep as the ocean is, and as endless as the sky is. we love u to the moon and the stars. we love u hyung. u matter. saying this, me and hosoek hyung left. tae? hyung said, as we were going down the stairs. hm? i replied. you are our angel. he smiled, and said. i smiled back. ironical, how these guys know me better than i know my ownself. i love them so, so much and im never giving up on them. these boys.. they are the reason i smile and i live. cocky, i know. but i love them more than words can describe.
