Fire & Desire

10| Aftermath

Aza POV

I slowly sat up in the bed , realizing it wasn't mine and it wasn't my fiancé who was sleeping next to me but instead Kapri.

Last night was amazing but I hated that it happened . Guilt consumed me as images of last night flashed in my head . With every sex flash back the more aroused I became. I looked over at a naked Kapri who was sleeping so peacefully.

I sighed loudly before getting up and throwing on my clothes. I had to get out of here. I couldn't even be in the same room with this woman right now. She was making me feel different..

I snuck out of the room quietly but was stopped in my track by Casey who was sitting up on the couch smoking a blunt.

"Casey.. it's not what it looks like. I just came over-

"Aza please just stop. I've been woke for hours. I'm sure the whole apartment complex woke after how y'all just went at it all night ." She chuckled before taking a drag at her blunt .

"Casey it's just that -

"Listen Aza you don't have to explain a bitch ass thing to me, okay? The only thing I care about is that woman in there." She pointed towards the bedroom.

"I hope you know what you doing Kapri is sensitive and a catch at that,I've never met a women who could resist her . Shit even me." She laughed.

"It was just a one time thing , honestly Casey." I tried explaining but from the look on Casey face she wasn't buying it.

"Aza I'm going to make this clear." She sat up before taking another hit at her blunt.

"You better know what the fuck you doing because if any harm comes back on my best friend . Harm will come back on you. I don't know if Kapri told you but we don't play about each other. I'm literally the only family she has ." Casey said before laying back down on the couch.

" I won't hurt her, I promise this was just a one night thing. It's over." I said as I went to exit the apartment.

Casey laughed from behind me, " it wasn't you I was worried about hurting anybody." I stopped in my tracks wondering what she meant by that.

I closed the apartment door behind me before taking the walk of shame back to my house...

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I entered my house quietly , trying my best to not make any noise. I went into the kitchen and into the fridge to pour myself a shot. I needed to shake Kapri off of me, that was over.

"Azalea..." Jades voice echoed from behind me almost making me drop my glass.

I turned around slowly, " wassup babe."

"Where the fuck have you been?!" She immediately came charging at me, " looking like you been fucking on some ho all night! Where have you been Aza!" Jade face was full of tears as she stood in front of me.

"Jade stop it. I was with Kapri and Casey , remember the girls from my launch. Casey mother died and Kapri invited me for a boys night out after I dropped you off. Things got a little wild and I ended up falling asleep there . I should've called im sorry." I quickly lied before placing a kiss on Jades forehead.

" you expect me to just believe that shit when you been gone all night." She yelled some more.

" okay fine Jade so call Kapri and ask her !" I yelled back hoping she wouldn't call my bluff.

She stood there silently for a few seconds, " it's okay, I believe you.. I don't know why I get so insecure sometimes . I think it's because we've been arguing so much lately I don't know Aza.. i know I've changed but things around us has too. Just know my love for you had never changed. I'll forever be your forever girl." She leaned in placing a kiss on my lips. I quickly pulled away as images of Kapri popped up in my head .

"I'm sorry babe , I just really want to take a shower right now. I'm beat." I lied before walking towards the direction of the guest bathroom.

"Okay , I'll get in with you!" She giggled from behind me. I rolled my eyes as I prepared to disappoint her once again .

"Nah it's okay babe . I don't want to be in here long . Just go lay down and I'll be up there in five minutes , okay. I love you." Was all I said before closing the bathroom door behind me.

As soon as I got into the bathroom , the tears came flowing. How could I do this to Jade and the worse part about it is I wanted more of Kapri. I stood there , looking in the mirror at myself disgusted.

Then I remembered her touch, her smell, her taste.. my knees buckled at the thoughts of her. I quickly shook off the feeling before running my shower water.

I had to stop this. I vowed to myself that regardless of how I felt , I was done with Kapri. It was just a one night affair. I didn't have to tell Jade because I planned on making sure it never happened again...

Sorry for the long wait so I gave you guys a three part update! I'm not sure when I'll update again but hopefully in the next few weeks 💞