Blue Sky // DoTae

Epilogue

Trigger Warning: Mentions of Suicide ❗❗ ❗

All the days passed. Doyoung felt numb. He still can't process fully what happened. He lost another important person in his life. He survived the first one because Taeyong is on his side that time and now that his source of strength is gone, he doesn't know whom to turn to anymore.

Days gone by fast and Taeyong's funeral is done already.

Doyoung's parents were there to comfort him. They know the pain he's experiencing right now and they wanted to at least help him calm down whenever he's been crying hard.

Doyoung is currently at their favorite place sitting and staring at the sky.

He can't bear anymore the pain. Every day is like torture to him thinking why does it have to happen that he lost two of the most important people in his life and he thinks this is the time he should both join them.

Doyoung then held the bottle of poisonous drink he brought right there. He dropped the notebook he's holding, the notebook that he found in the box but haven't opened it yet.

Doyoung then put the bottle in his mouth and when he was about to drink it. A bird suddenly flies in front of him knocking the bottle off his hands which made it drop onto the grass and emptying it.

Doyoung then looked at it in shock and he notices the notebook beside it. Its pages were being flown by the wind opening it. He then saw an envelope in there.

He then picked the notebook up and picked the envelope. He opened it and saw a letter inside, he then decided to open it up.

To my love Doyoung:

By the time you read this letter I don't think I'll be around any longer. 

I'm really sorry to have left before you.

I originally wanted to walk in step with you to the future. In the end, I left first.

I'm sorry.

I think you must be crying now but I want to see you smile.

I hope that as you read those happy memories, it will bring your smile out.

You have to be happy in life after this too.

Always wear a smile on your face.

Though I have grumbled about my illness, but because I had the chance to meet you, I am deeply grateful.

To have met you, to have spent my life with you, I'm really very happy.

I believe I'm the most fortunate person in this world. That's why I want to see you smile.

And also, I'll always by your side watching over you. Around you, looking at you.

Doyoung, thank you for loving me.

Be strong and live on. you can do it. I'm sure you can.

Just look at the sky and you'll see I'm always here for you.

Your sky,

 Lee Taeyong

Doyoung then looked at the sky. It's so calm and its blue color is so beautiful,

"I'm sorry Taeyong. Don't worry I'm fine now" he said wiping his tears and smiled

Taeyongie, you're looking at me from the sky, aren't you?

Can you see that I'm getting along fine?

Thank you for teaching me how to be strong

In my life from now on, I'm sure to come across more heartaches and lost. But, I'm going to be fine, because of you I have the courage to say that I'm no longer afraid.

Thank you Taeyong. 

Take care of our baby there okay?

Taeyongie do you know? I'm still in love with the blue sky, until forever an ever.... eternally