Cassie, I'm shit with words. Everything always comes out so crap. But I've doing some thinking and everything is getting clearer. The thing is, Cass, I've woken up this morning, and the sun's shining through the window and it's making me think of you. Cassie, it's not right—you hiding away in that clinic; you've got to get out in the world. Cassie, I don't care if you think you're odd, because I feel like singing when I see you, and you're beautiful, and I've been such a fuckin' chapstick these past few weeks, and all I want to do this morning is sit on top of Brandon Hill and hold you and tell you how wonderful you are, and I love you.
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What is wrong with you, Cassie? The chance you get to leave, you leave me. My dad said you were special, but you're not. You're fucking not. Go fuck yourself. Oh, wait, you don't have to, do you? You have a line of boys already doing that. I hate you.
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Where the fuck are you? I need you, Cass. My dad fucking died. The person who thought you were special died. You're sleeping around because of me, aren't you? Because of me and Michelle. It didn't mean anything, Cass. Please, I love you. For some fucked-up reason, I still love you. Where are you?
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The thought of America scares the shit out of me, to be honest. You can be anywhere in New York. What if you're not even there anymore? Whatever, I'm going to find you, Cass, and you can't stop me. You can't hide forever, you know. You left me once, but you can't leave me again. I love you too much for that to happen. I'll see you soon.
—Sid x
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It Never Happened (Skins)
Casuale❝ Why don't you just imagine it never happened? ❞ ❝ But it did. ❞ - Quotes used are credited to the writers of Skins. © 2015 by Li Dang All Rights Reserved.
