I thought I found the perfect recipe
the ingredients to bring you back to me
I thought I'd need to focus on myself
while you focused on someone else
I'd tell myself we wouldn't work
maybe then I'd forget your quirks
I'd need to put your picture away
and everything would be okay
Delete your contact from my phone
and learn how to feel fine alone
Change my mindset to that of healing
and finally escape all I've been feeling
Out of sight, out of mind - right?
Why are you all I think of at night?
Every night I cry on the bathroom floor
The future we had, we don't anymore
My broken heart crumbles to ruins
thinking isolation was a solution
My body aches from feeling lonely
All I wanted was to be your only
I cannot connect our empty souls
for two holes can't make a whole
