What are we? // pansy X oc

chapter thirteen.

*MATURE CONTENT*

Pansy

I watch Atlas from across the room as she dances with Daphne. My eyes trail her body as I watch her hips sway to the music. I bring my cup to my lips and take a sip from it, the alcohol burning my throat slightly.

"For fucks sake Pans. You look like your hunting her" Draco chuckles, sitting down next to me "Why won't you tell her again?"

"If I tell her then I'll look stupid" I look at him "I don't want to risk that."

"So you're going to just hook up with her and lead her on?"

"I won't be leading her on" I roll my eyes and look at her again, this time to see her dancing with Theo. "She's mine whether she knows it or not" I crush my cup and toss it to the side, standing up and walking over to her.

I push Theo out of the way and he just shrugs and goes to find another girl. Atlas looks at me "What was that for?" I roll my eyes and take her hand in mine and pull her up the stairs.

We have to walk around a few people who are sitting on the steps smashing each other's faces. Soon enough we make it outside my door.

"What was that about?" I ask her, my tone laced with jealousy.

"Aw, is Pansy jealous" Atlas pouts and then chuckles "I was hoping you would be"

"I'm not jealous. I just want to know what you were dancing with Nott. You know he doesn't want anything but a quick fuck" I sigh sadly.

"And that's not what you want?" She furrows her brows.

"It-" she stops me.

"You don't want a relationship, I understand. But you cant tell me who I can and can't fuck. I'm not yo-" I stop her by opening my door and pushing her inside and onto the bed.

I hover my face over hers and look into her eyes, my hand rests on the inside of her thigh "It's complicated and there are reasons I can't tell you. Just know, that your mine." I can see her gulp and she nods her head.

She glances down at my lips and I look at hers. She's nibbling on it nervously. That's when I realize it.

She's scared too.

I crash my lips onto hers, hoping to avoid the conversation that I know we will be having soon.

She traces her tongue on my bottom lip, asking for entrance which I give to her. Her tongue plays with mine as I rub her through her tights. A small moan flows into my mouth and I smirk. I kiss down her neck and nip slightly leaving a few lovebites.

She kicks off her heels and my hand goes under her back to unzip her dress. She sits up and I undo it. As she takes off her dress, I take off my wings and then my dress, leaving me in my laced bra, fishnets, and underwear.

"Take it off," She says, looking over my body.

I smirk "Don't try to dominate me Pucey. That's not how it works."

She stands up and takes off her tights and her underwear. She takes a few steps closer to me and brings her hand behind my back, unclipping my bra with one hand.

I let it drop to the floor but I don't take off anything.

I push her back down onto the bed and she gasps. She brings herself to the middle of the bed and that's when I crawl onto the bed and hover over her.

"You don't know how much I've missed you in my bed" I place my lips on her, lovingly. I kiss across her cheek and under her ear "Can I?" I whisper. She nods, breathing out a small 'yes'.

I kiss down her jaw and to her neck. I kiss in between her breast bone, down her torso. I leave a few lovebites above her bellybutton. When I get to her heat, I trace my fingers slightly over her wetness and she breathes out, heavily, wanting more touch.

I attach my lips to her clit, massaging it with my tongue. She moans and arches her back, making me pool. I stick my tongue into her slit and another moan leaves her lips.

Her hands grip my hair and I bring my fingers up. I take my mouth away from her pussy and I bring myself up to her.

Her eyes are closed as I play with her clit. Silent moans leave her mouth. I enter one of my fingers and she moans loudly, making me smirk to myself.

After a few pumps, I enter another finger. She arches her back "Fuck, Pansy. I'm- uh" She cant form her sentences but I'm okay with that. I kiss her neck and she moans again, my fingers still pumping.

"Please kiss me" She pants out.

"I'd love to" I forcefully kiss her, her hands interlocking with my hair as our teeth clash together.

Suddenly, her walls tighten around my fingers and her legs start to shake due to her climax. I smile to myself loving the sounds she's making and knowing that I did that to her.

No one else. Me.

She relaxes and I take my fingers out. I suck off her juices and she chuckles and covers her face with her hands.

"What are you laughing about?" I lay next to her and she throws her, still slightly shaking, leg over mine. I rest my hand on her thigh and draw circles.

"No one has ever made my legs shake" She glows red out of embarrassment.

"Well, I'm glad that I was able to be the first one" I smile, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear and kissing her swollen lips.

The kiss slowly deepens and becomes more passionate. I feel her hand go down to my heat but I quickly grab it. She looks at me worried like she did something wrong.

"I'm sorry. I just wanted to please you too. I mean you've already done that to me twice and- I should go." She starts to ramble as she stands up and starts to gather her things. I stand with her and walk over to her.

"Calm down. Look at me" I cup her face. She looks straight into my eyes. "Don't worry. I just don't like being touched like that. I'm a top. It takes a while before I let someone touch me, okay? You're okay. You didn't do anything." I pull her closer to me and kiss her forehead.

"I'm sorry." She whispers as she wraps her arms around my torso "I should still get going"

"Stay" I let my walls down "Please. I want you to stay"

"Okay," She nods and kisses me.

I go to my closet and grab a sweatshirt for her. I toss it to her and she thanks me. She walks into the bathroom and while she's in there, I get ready. I put on a sweatshirt of my own and then took off my fishnets.

This is it.

I can't hold back anymore.

I'm going to let down my walls.

I have to.