What are we? // pansy X oc

chapter thirty-eight.

Atlas

We were all walking to Hogsmeade on a mission to get sweets for later tonight.

We had a plan to get high as fuck and forget everything. We knew that we were going to have the munchies so we wanted to stock up.

Cassius still hasn't left my mind, but I've been pushing it to the side, trying to have a good time with everyone.

I'll have nightmares some nights, so Pansy lets me stay with her. When I sleep next to her, I feel warm and safe, and only then am I able to actually feel at peace.

"What are you planning on getting?" Pansy snaked her hand around my waist and pulled me closer to her.

"I don't know. Maybe a strawberry danish." I shrugged, having a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.

"Mhmm I love strawberries" She smirked and I rolled my eyes "We should pick some fresh ones up from that one shop." She bent her head to my ear "Then I could place them all over you and eat them as I eat you" I shuddered, closing my eyes and picturing it. "How's that sound?"

"It sounds perfect" I turned my head a bit, looking into her eyes.

Pansy's eyes weren't on me though. They were on my lips and she licked hers. 

"Get out of your horny daze and let's go" Daphne chuckled, splitting us apart as she wrapped her arms around our shoulders.

"Daph, let the lovers be. They're quite cute when they're in their own world" Astoria chuckled, pulling Draco closer to her.

We all started to laugh as Blaise pulled Daphne away from us, walking into Honeydukes.

I looked around at all of the sweets, thinking of what to get.

Honestly, I didn't want to get anything. I've noticed my stomach become bigger and my thighs growing a bit more.

If I kept up eating the way I am, then I'll gain too much weight and Pansy won't want me anymore.

"I know what you're thinking" Her arms wrapped around my waist. "So stop thinking about it."

"What is it I'm thinking of?"

"Your body and how you're becoming bigger. I think you're perfect no matter what." She kissed my neck "Never change Mon amour"

I smiled.

Pansy always knew how to cheer me up. I love her.

She walked away to get the things that she wanted and then it hit me.

Again.

"I saw you walk past. It's a shame that you didn't see me"

I shuddered at his voice.

"I have someone you love dearly. Come to the shrieking shack. Alone. We will then discuss everything"

And as soon as his voice was there. It was gone.

I looked around, thinking that he was next to me but I knew where he was.

Panic started to rise in me as Cassius's words set in.

He has someone I love.

Pansy was distracted and so were the others. With that, I took the chance and slipped out of the candy shop.

I was practically bringing myself to my own doom. My own death. But I didn't care.

"I hope you're coming. Adrian can't hold on much longer."