rock me(one direction fanfiction)

hold me like you want me

"wake up" I whisper into zayns ear

"no"

"love I made breakfast so get up"

"I'm not hungry I want to cuddle" he pulls me down onto the blankets and locks his arms so I can't get out if I wanted too

"zayn come on"

"no"

"please I promise to make it worth it" I seductively whisper into his ear he let's me go and I pull away running to the kitchen. he comes in shortly after and scowls at me I laugh

"niall and sarah want you to go to the bakery today to help plan Lou's belated party" I tell zayn when he sits down

"your not coming?"

"nope I have to make plans for you guys to go home before New years and be with ur families

"that reminds me would you like to come home with me?"

"actually I was planning on visiting my parents...."

"its alright love next time " he smiles at me standing and kissing my cheek. then changing and leaving I'm left alone I wonder into my room and begin calling and booking tickets.for.the boys

*knock knock*

" whose at my door?" I speak aloud realizing I'm alone

"I am going crazy" I run to the front door oh well

I open it to jasmines scowl she reaches up and slaps me I grab her hair and throw her on the ground beating on her she fights back I hear a gasp and arms around my waist Louis pulls me back and tasha grabs jasmine Christina looks frightened in the door way Alex beside her

"you Fucking Bitch who do you think you are coming in my home and hitting me!" I scream fighting Louis to get at her

"you tried to steal my harry thinking you could have him and zayn you whore!" she reaches for me and tasha pulls her out of my grasp

"I don't want him! ok I'm happy with zayn!" I yell back and tasha pulls her past me into the hall and Lou takes me in my room and pulls me into a tight hug I cry

"was she right?" he asks me cautiously

"no? yes? I don't know Lou I love harry but I love zayn more after what he did to me zayn was here he was here from the start"

"what about li?"

"what?" I look up at him

"I know tori I'm not blind and I practically live here with your sister"

"I don't know Lou I love li more that anyone but I can't keep him knowing dani loves him she had him first I can't act like she didn't"

"you don't have to know right now ok?" I nod

"where is everyone anyway?"

"at the bakery" he raises and eyebrow " I forced them to work" I smile at him and he laughs loudly

"thank you Lou"

"no problem, no let's go clean your face" he pulls me in the bathroom and I see nail scratches with blood on my face I sigh and sit down letting Lou become a doctor

"Victoria you messed her up , her weave is on the living room floor you ripped it out" my sister is dieing of laughter in the door way

" what else?" I ask with a smirk her lip is busted and I think you broke her nose

I smile but it fades when I realize she's going to tell harry I did it and hell hate me again. I was going to lose him again.