the acts of falling in love

9

i promise to handle your heart with card and treasure it with love

while your eyes stare at my every word, i study every detail. i know you better than anyone else darling.. but you only know my expressions.

you read my story, day and night, while i was stuck between the lines.. wishing that i was in yours.

it is you that i want, but that i also cannot have.

ill keep writing for you as long as we breath, that way we always be together.

when you feel alone, just come back and read the words i wish i could tell you in your ears, i will always be here.

though one day, you may grow old and weary, i will never change. therefore my heart will forever be with you.

you could've stopped reading, yet you're still here, listening. its just another reason as to why i love you.

you understand me

its funny really, this story will have an ending eventually, but my love for you wont.

as you read more and more, never letting me go from your hands. i couldn't help but feel our separate stories turning into one.

those eyes of yours, as you read these words. i look deep into your eyes and see your beautiful, precious soul. i just want to hold you.

once my words cannot transcend through the barrier i have created myself, maybe you'll come back to me and relish in the memory of those pages that were turned.

my story had a ton of chapters, all of which are filled with my love for you.

your heart is so pure and gentle, yet so strong. your beauty caves deeper than what you can foresee.

keep me close to you.

you can imagine how our story together would continue from this point on. its one of the things i love about you.

your imagination; i wish i could do the same, but my story isn't half as great. i seem to be quite stern and practical, having cared for myself in a rough back story.

no, i cannot go over it again, not as a memory; but you found me at the end of that chapter and that is where our story began.

what a time we've had so far. i can still feel your fingers brush the page.

you seem to be genuinely excited about what i do, and how i think in our adventures. not many people have showed me that kind of interest, and that just adds to the list of things i love about you.

there is nothing more that i want than for us to continue our story together; but if you take it to the end, ill never be as i once was to you again.

you'll not see me as the living character that loves you anymore if you do. ill just become another tragedy; even if you come back when my story ends and i can no longer express my affection towards you; you'll never see me the same way again, and you love me too much let that happen, i know you do.

you can always come back to this part if you'd like, i'll always be here, just not to the extent you'd like me to be.

i know, i know. you want to see what is going to happen next. this is our story after all, and as you flip through the pages you will find out.

as time passes, you may forget all about the time we spent together, but i hope you will never forget the feeling of being loved an appreciated as you deserve.

i can never express my feelings good enough.

although we are in two different worlds, i thought maybe these pages could somehow lead me to you.. if only i had the power.

eventually, these pages will end, and i will be left without your touch. i'm not sure you realize how crucial these next words are, because once its over, ill be alone again; and you will forget me.

i began seeing my world slowly brightening up, then i saw two eyes, full of concentration and curiosity; making my heart space out by each beat. word by word my world began to form, and its all thanks to your beautiful imagination.

a beginning, a middle, and unfortunately an end. all of my pages were filled with sentiment felt words. words only to be read by you. oh how i wish our story could go on forever, but all good, beautiful, and glorious things come to an end. thank you for letting me love you, but above all, thank you for choosing me. thank you for believing in me, i know as time continues, my memory of you will remain. i hope one day fate brings you back to me, i hope they make it to where our story never has to end.