**Kelleys Pov**
(3 days later)
I haven't eaten anything since I was in the hospital. I haven't slept, I haven't even talked to Hayes. I think this might be depression all over again. Also, I haven't left my secret room since I got home. I'm sure Joshua is wondering where I am. Well, I can't let my kid see me like this, so it's for the best.
I tried calling Jack again, but instead of Jack answering, it was Cameron.
All of a sudden, there was a knock at the door.
"Kelley, please let me in. You need to eat something, or at least drink some water," Hayes said. I didn't reply. "Kelley I know you're in there. Just let me in."
Well, there was no way in hell I was letting him in, so I went to the door and unlocked it, squeezing out of a tiny crack in the door.
"Hayes, I don't want to talk to you. I just need some time alone," I explained.
"Mommy!" I heard josh yell, and the pitter-patter of little 6 year old feet. He came up to me and hugged my legs. "Where were you?" He asked.
"Um..mommy had to have some alone time," I explained to him, and then picked him up, kissing his cheek. Josh wrapped his little arms around my neck.
"We need to talk...alone," Hayes whispered in my ear, and then walked away.
"Okay Joshua, mommy and daddy need to talk alone, so why don't you go into the play room and play with your toys," I said, and then set him back down, giving him a little shove in the direction of the play room.
I then met Hayes in our bedroom, where he was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at his hands.
"Babe, what's wrong?" I asked, sitting down next to him, putting my hand on his shoulder.
"I'm really worried about you. We have a family now, you can't keep doing this. You aren't a teenager anymore. You have a kid to worry about."
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"With all of this depression shit! It's getting over the top now! You have another life to worry about now, and while Im off at work, who's gonna look over him if your cooped up in that secret room of yours? You need to start worrying about your kids life before yours."
"H-Hayes, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you felt that way," I said, with tears coming to my eyes.
"Of course you didn't! Cause you only care about yourself! You're a self-centered bitch!"
I was at a loss for words. I slowly backed away, and then ran out of our bedroom, down the stairs, and outside.
I got in my car and started it, driving away.
I didn't know where I was going, but I had to get away from here.
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**Hayes POV**
Oh god what just happened?
Did I just loose my wife?
No, she just needs some alone time. And so do I.
I grabbed my phone and called my friend Chuck.
(A/N - yeah Chuck bass)
"Hello?" he answered.
"Hey Chuck, its Hayes. You free tonight?" I said.
"Ah, you looking for an unforgettable night with a Bass?"
"That's exactly what I'm looking for."
**Kelleys POV**
I shouldn't have left Joshua with Hayes. Knowing hayes, he'll go out with a friend and leave Joshua by himself. I can't just leave him alone, so I called my mom.
"Hey mom, can you go pick up Josh from my house? I think he's upstairs in the play room. I won't be around tonight and I don't trust Hayes with Josh when I'm not around," I explained.
"Oh yes, certainly honey. Where will you be tonight?" My mom asked.
"Um..out," I replied, and then hung up as I parked my car right outside of Chuck Bass's house.
Why the hell am I here?
I knocked on the door, and only a few seconds later, there stood the man himself, dressed in the usual suit and tie.
"Oh funny, I just got off the phone with your husband," Chuck said as he let me into his house.
"I don't want to hear another word of him," I spat, and then poured my self a glass of scotch, and then sitting down on the couch.
"You only visit me when you want the one thing Hayes can't give you. Passionate sex. So is it gonna happen?" Chuck asked, walking over to me.
"Only if you don't say a word to Hayes," I said, and then slipped Bass a $100 bill.
"Please, this is a Bass your talking to. $100 won't cut it."
"Fine," I sighed and then handed him $1000 in cash.
"That's better. Now, let's head into the bedroom," Chuck said, taking my hand and making me stand up. He put his hands on my waist as I made my way to the all too familiar bedroom.
Now, don't be worried. I believe this is the 6th time since the new year, and it's only April.
I shut the door to the bedroom, and everything after that, was a blur.
**Hayes Pov**
I've been waiting outside of Chucks house for 15 minutes now.
He hadn't read any of my text's or answered any of my calls. I might as well go inside and see where he is.
I walked to the door to find the door unlocked, and I walked inside, to hear um...noises coming from the bedroom.
Slowly, made my way closer to the bedroom, and opened the door.
What I saw, I couldn't believe.
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short yeah I know.
this books gonna be way more intense and dark I guess lol.
Chuck bass gives my chest pains.
and happy valentines day.
or national singles awareness day el oh el that's me
message/comment ideas PLS cause writers block.
that's why it takes me so long to write short crappy chapters.
KK bye
😒-K
