**Kelleys POV**
I slowly walked upstairs, contemplating what I was about to do.
Hayes will hate me forever.
No he won't. He'll under understand.
No he'll never want me again.
He will still love me.
"Hey hayes...can I talk to you for a second?" I asked him as I walked into the kitchen, where he was making himself a drink, with Josh standing right next to him.
Wow, what a great parent...
"Yeah sure," he said, following me as I walked out by the pool. "What is it babe?"
"I um..I think we need a break. Not like a divorce. Just some time away from each other..maybe see other people. But still be married."
"You mean like an open marriage?"
"Yes exactly! Are you fine with that?" I asked. This went easier than planned.
"I mean I guess. We are still married and I guess at the end of the day we will still be sleeping in the same bed."
"Wow, this went better than planned," I smiled, and then gave him a quick kiss. "Remember you will always be my number one."
"I love you Kelley. And I will never stop."
"I love you too Hayes," I said, smiling at him.
Wow, our marriage is totally fucked up.
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"So he actually agreed?" Cameron asked, sitting on the edge of his bed.
"Yeah. I guess I kind of wished he hadn't. But hey, now it's totally fine for me to do this," I said and then sat on Cameron's lap and kissed him.
"Wait hold on," Cameron said, and then took my left hand and he took my wedding ring off. "There. Now it feels even more right."
Cameron Adjusted me on his lap so I was straddling him connected his lips to mine again.
But this just doesn't feel right.
"Cameron, I think we should wait a little while," I said, standing up and running my hands through my hair.
"Whatever you want babe. But when you want me, you know where to find me."
"Okay thanks Cam," I said and then walked out of his room and headed upstairs, only to be stopped by Jack G.
"I heard what you and Cameron were talking about. I wonder what hayes would think about it," he said.
"Hayes and I are in an open marriage," I explained.
"So he wouldn't be mad if he saw me do this?" Jack asked and then quickly kissed me.
"No, I wouldn't be mad at all," Hayes said as he walked past us and kept walking towards Johnson's room.
"Well then," Gilinsky said and then laughed.
His laugh was hot.
Everything about his was hot.
I heard hayes walk into Jacks room and then kissed Gilinsky again.
In the middle of the kiss I realized something.
I'm a slut.
A whore.
I'm easy.
"No," was all I said and pushed Jack away and ran upstairs, searching for Josh.
Once I found him I took him into his room and sat on his bead with him in my arms, crying.
"Mommy why are you crying? Don't be sad," Josh said as he wrapped his little arms around my neck.
"Daddy and I are just having some issues right now. But please Josh, dont talk. Can you please just hug me tighter?" I asked as I rested my chin on his little shoulder.
Just hugging my baby boy made me happier. Everything about him made me happy. He's the only man in my life who makes me truly happy. Never sad, just happy.
"You are the best thing that's happened to me Josh. I love you," I whispered into his neck and then kissed his cheek.
"I love you too mommy. Can we go get ice cream?"
"Oh we are gonna get way more than ice cream Joshy. How would you like to move to a new house? Maybe on the beach so you could surf every day," I said as I set him on the bed and grabbed a suitcase, starting to pack all of his clothes into it, along with some toys and other things he might need.
I then went and packed myself a suitcase with most of my clothes and things I needed to start a new life, away from this house.
By the time I was totally finished, it was dark and all of they guys were by the pool, wasted.
I had already brought all of mine and Josh's things out to my black Audi A8.
"Okay Josh, we are going to go for an adventure. Say bye to the house," I said as I grabbed his hand and lead him to the front door. I bent down to his hight and waved goodbye to the empty house.
"Bye house," he said as he waved his little hand.
Kaia then walked up to us and licked his face, making him giggle.
"Bye Kaia. Be good," I whispered and kissed the top of her head. "Josh say bye to Kaia."
"Bye puppy," he said and pet our dog while she sat down.
I stood up and let Josh walk in front of me. I took one last look at the house I've lived in for years.
"Goodbye Hayes," I sighed and then shut the door, walking Joshua out to the running car. I strapped him into his car seat and then got into the drivers seat, backing out of the driveway and driving off to start a new life.
Just Josh and I.
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bet you weren't expecting that aha.
go read royal please.
🐝-K
