She Was Different

Chapter 7

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Chapter 7

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Rahma's P.O.V

I was facing the window staring at the beautiful sunset thinking about how Allah's earth is full of beauty

I heard some foot steps so I turned around only to see Mohamed standing behind me

"what is this" he asked in an angry tone

 he had my journal in his hand 

"Well ..um, it's my journal"I said 

I know what he might be thinking right now.....

 he thinks I'm cheating on him

I would never

"you know Rahma I expected more from you do you think I'm stupid I never thought you would be like this I loved you soo much'' hewe said after taking a breath 

he added

''you know I never thought I had a chance with you but when Allah blessed me with you,  the day you excepted my proposal was the best day of my life but all my hopes of you are now ju...just gone'' he said already crying

I felt so bad but I should probably tell him

awe what a speech not the time for this rahma I said to myself 

"mohamed listen the stuff I wrote there they were for me to read only and it might be a little bit shameful but I can't help what I feel" I said kinda embarrassed

"so you are just gonna leave me now for him how could you  i cant stand to see you with another man please Rahma'' He's actually crying

 I forgot to tell him the most important part of all of it

"listen all those letters aren't about who you may think they might be about trust me wallah " I said hoping to gain some trust from him again

Sounding well... trying to sound unscared by his sudden use of quite and dissapointed tone

"Then who are they about huh rahma because I'm sure as hell that they are about someone , so who rahma" he asked

should I play around and make him think I'm cheating

wait hold up Shaytan is trying to ruin my marriage

 i wont let that happen why would I even think of faking my cheating because I didnt cheat and never will

I love Mohamed so much
he should know by now

"Mohamed I'm done with your crap ok you need to know that I love you so fudging much and I wouldn't do anything to ruin our marriage and those letters in my diary are about you ok their all about you I know you might be thinking how inappropriate of me but guess what now your my husband and I am your wife you never and I mean never hug or kiss me or show me any sign of affection  so in this diary I write down how I wished we lived and the kind of couple I wished we were ok'' I said

He was just silent taking it all in I thought he would scream and yell or at least tell me to leave him alone

but he did the Unexpected he picked me up and threw me over his shoulders like in the movies

I was upside down but I could still feel him moving

"What are you doing Mohamed" I asked nervous

"Doing what I should have done a long time ago showing you exactly how much it is I love you''
He said while still walking

"stop playing I know your not into being the romantic guy'' I said sarcasticly hes just playing

He walked us up to our living room and got netflix on and for the first time in his life he went to the romantic gener he got us a big boul of popcorn and hot chocolate a blanket and sat me on his lap snuggling into my hair while holding my waist with both arms

"Wait Mohamed if you dont want to its ok " I said nervous

" rahma I'm gonna give you what you wanted I'll be that guy you always wanted to marry just dont ever think about leaving me ever the only reason I didn't make moves on you was because I was waiting for you I was waiting till you were ready but don't think I was bored I am never gonna get bored of you I was just trying not to be that forcy husband " he said explaining

"But we don't have to go all lovey dovey in a matter of seconds  I just needed you to show me your emotions more I could never read you that well'' I said

''you were always a mystery I want to finally solve the case. don't be a mystery to me anymore I love you so much I just want you to open up "I said feeling a little teary

"You know I love you so much" he said while throwing me in the big couch with him ontop of me while I started giggling

We just got closer and snuggled so close I could feel his every inhale and exhale I wanted to move my waist back but he grabbed me by both sides and held me there I was resting on his chest instead of the pillow cussion he leaned down then kisseed me on the lips

and said

"don't ever doubt my love for you...ever'' he said while taking a deep breath from that long kiss

and just like that we snuggled into each other like there's no tomorrow he tangled our legs and I was still resting on his chest right above his heart I loved hearing his hearts rythm it calmed me

We started watching divergent together and he actaully seemed to be interested as well

sleep took over as I was reading the dua before sleep before I knew it I drifted of into a deep sleep

I think he turned off the tv because as sleep toke over the sounds of the tv just dissappeared

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